rm_jam197032 46M
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1/15/2006 8:47 pm

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3/7/2006 7:43 am


My heart feels painful at also feels like crying and bleeding.I sometimes wish i could get rid of this painful feelings.They hurt to much and i end up all night or by the end of the night cring myself to biggist and painfullest fear is that i will end up alone with no wife or hurts alot at times and alittle others and i wounder what it will take to get rid of this pain in my heart.i want it to end it hurts so bad.i want to be happy not hurting.

redrobin012057 59F

1/17/2006 2:42 am

I feel your pain,have you ever been in love Jam?Its best to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.This post has touched me to the very core,when I was a teenage, I felt like you....was there anyone out there for me than thought I was special.... that needed me.....for who I am.... and not for they want me to be.

Still as an adult, I feel not loved, I mean for a man and a woman thing.I've been married twice and have never "felt" that special....that special feeling when you are loved by someone that accepts you...who appreciates you for who you are.Someone who shows compassion, is there for you when you need reassuring, through the good times....and bad.For you to hold and to never let go...someone that knows your faults and knows that you aren't perfect just like them.

There is no magic wand to take away all the hurt you feel inside....there is only you....and you alone must find deep within yourself, that solitude of inner peace and harmony.... to let go of the hurt and release yourself from all of this.An angel is watching over you Jam!!!



redrobin012057 59F

1/17/2006 2:44 am

Sorry about the typo errors...{Robin}

redrobin012057 59F

1/17/2006 2:50 am

From My Blog Jam, I thought you may like to read this.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!
Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.
Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you .



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