Everything and nothing at all  

rm_jacexprime2 40M
78 posts
9/8/2005 10:44 pm

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Everything and nothing at all

I really don't have much to say at the moment. I decided against going out this Thursday night, partly because I am a broke bastard this week, but also because I'm feeling a certain amount of futility in going out. I don't feel that it's doing anything for me, besides perhaps a momentary respite from the world at large. The problem with that, is that even going out reminds me of the things I miss, or want, or hate, and feel powerless to change. Being intoxicated doesn't change ANYTHING in reality. Reality is what it is.

I don't know what it is I really want to say right now...I seem to be at a loss for words. It's not because I don't have anything I want to say, or because I have too much to say. I'm not sure what the issue is at the moment. I think I'm just typing to fill space now, like when there's an uncomfortable silence with someone on a nervous first date. You feel the need to fill the void with words, but nothing of substance.

I think my problem is that I am feeling disconnected. I can't explain that, either.

So, to sleep I go. Have a good night, everyone.

eatme_beatmelady 40F
5 posts
9/9/2005 6:37 am

sometimes when you allow yourself to basically babble the things that you need to consider or address have a way of bubbling up to the surface.

goddessofbitches 41M/33F

9/9/2005 12:16 pm

You are gonna have those days sweetie.

Don't go out. Stay at home. I know it sounds "girlie" but...try getting some candles, running a nice hot bath and relax. Shit...man...you need a massage and some sex. I'll volunteer for the job....lol


Always The Bitch

rm_jacexprime2 40M
67 posts
9/9/2005 2:00 pm

I've never met a girl yet who could give a decent massage. I'd be in love instantly if I ever did. I agree with the massage and sex thing...but it's not going to happen. Thanks for the thought, though.


9/10/2005 11:21 am

Awww...I think we all have days like that. Getting laid isn't always the answer either. The candle and bath idea is good, no matter what sex you are. Too, maybe some meditation...yoga...go ride a bike...be one with nature. I know it all sounds a little silly, especially if wouldn't usually do those things, but all help me when I'm in the dumps.


warmandsexy52 64M
13164 posts
9/11/2005 10:44 am

sensually is spot-on jacex

follow her advice, dear friend

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