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I guess I'm just feeling a little sorry for myself but I don't like it that my wife had to go to work. She hasn't worked outside the home for several years. I guess maybe it's just my male ego taking a hit for not providing well enough. Oh well, maybe it won't be for long. She's a wonderful woman that takes good care of me and our kids and grandkids.
Speaking of grandkids, we will be having a new one any minute. Daughter has been dilating for several days. This one is supposed to be a girl. Hope it is cause if not with all the clothes they already have, if it's a boy, he will be a big sissy with a complex from all the pink.
I may be changing jobs soon. If so, I will be working days and that will make meeting anyone even more difficult. I certainly don't want to take anything away from my wife. She comes first. I just would like a little excitement to pep up our love life a little. I would love for her to join and take on a stranger but I just don't believe that will ever happen. I sure get excited thinking about that tho. She doesn't mind me meeting with men. She has even gone with me a couple of times and took pics. She's just a little insecure about me with another woman, so I just won't tell her.