Cant sleep  

rm_hottoddee 51F
139 posts
6/14/2005 4:12 am

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Cant sleep

This is my first Blog! Bare with me...
Someone has been on my mind...

Wouldnt it be nice if everyone was real and the nice notes were from their heart. And the magic of their words was as electric when u first meet.
And they were more HANDSOME than their photos!!
Time will tell.

It so dissappoints me when men fall short of who they say they are and who they really are.


Im In bed alone...by choice...again. I get offers morning noon and night but how boring and empty.

Sometimes I wonder why I cant be like most and enjoy one nighters. O yes I know why because Id be exhausted rotating in 5 men a day for the next 5 years.
and I value myself..silly me.. If I accepted what most men view as ego lifting OMG I have mail better do her and her and her and who knows him..

LOL
My toy finnaly died...

I am so horny for the right man for passion beyond my minds iminagiton. To be drawn to another over and over again.
Id love to move, sell my house and get out of dodge, Men in Ca are so ego shallow based. I chuckle at all the BS. dont they know it when living a lie everyone sees the lie and chuckles too.
mmmmm sleep might finnaly be coming.


999966691 54M

10/1/2007 11:36 pm

HEJ.HI ~^~


socalguy86 42M
1 post
7/26/2005 12:29 pm

All of you are jackasses! she is a tease.


rm_Cumsummit 55M

6/28/2005 10:10 pm

Yes soulful one I know the B.S. well; too bad the ocean is such a magnet for all that you distain and all that you appreciate and desire. Have you plugged into any Dick Dale music (reccomend disk 2 of his anthology, BETTER SHRED THAN DEAD)? He surfed and created the original 'surf music' long before all the ego's and head cases moved into so cal. He is in his early 70's and still touring and playing live and youthful (just saw him in Salt Lake City in May ) and full of spirit, I think you would appreciate this guy for he is the real deal and keeps you close to the beach all the same.


pussypoppa83 33M

6/21/2005 10:10 pm

you are definitely an all around beautiful woman


missy973 47F

6/20/2005 10:46 pm

"I chuckle at all the BS. dont they know it when living a lie everyone sees the lie and chuckles too."...You go girl


BUCKNAKED91960 53M  
10 posts
6/20/2005 2:01 am

Darlin, I totally agree with you! I feel the same way. If a person can't be honest and present an above average personal integrity, what kind of person are you trying/wanting to be? It is so obvious and almost immediately apparent during the first or second meeting if you really communicate or choose to share yourself or thoughts how sincere or fake a person really is. Their true personality quickly rears it's charming/intriguing or cheap/discusting head if you read between the lines or consider their responses to the discussion. Your thoughts and comments are so EXACTLY what I am striving to find in a woman and find them so real and sincere! Kiss you, Baby Doll!


newstart360 56M
1 post
6/16/2005 8:57 pm

Hey Dee, don't be so down.
Pardon me guys guys if I can speak on all our behalf here. Tomorrow we all get up, go to work and I bet each one of us think of your profile at least once during the day, you see Dee, think of of the glimmer of hope you give each one of us, as we wonder what the outside odds are.... that one of us is going to say the right thing at the right time to turn your head.
See thats a good thing.
When you do hook up, let us down slowly girl....
Now sleep tight.


rm_taploverxxx 51M

6/15/2005 5:02 pm

Hello Dee - looks like a late nite indeed. 4AM and no one to wrap your arms around. Been there, done that. Being selective and exclusive does have it's price I suppose; however, consider the alternative you describe above. The physical is not nearly as inticing when there is no connection yet. Sport sex, as they say, is over-rated.

Just be comforted that you are not alone in your quest for that ultimate connection of the mind and body. You are truly a beautiful and intelligent woman and I hope someday it finds you. Until then, Duracell's are pretty good

Be well,

TAP


terminally_singl 55M

6/15/2005 7:02 am

I can only offer in words my sincerest adorations. If our eyes were to meet I am sure a twinkle for both would be certain. I make no false promises, only that I have, and will always treat a true lady as she should be treated. You are a visually sumptuous woman and I wish I could help erase all those misdeeds done by others. You would be most welcome in Texas anytime. One chance is all I seek for no mistakes by me would be made. I find pleasure in your pictures, but moreover I find sensuality and a bit of innocence in your words. An incredible combination so rare in women today. Texas awaits you fair maiden...


tolsty85 31M
1 post
6/15/2005 4:36 am

i can be your pleasure slave any time just ask
i will do anything you want


rm_acorn1963 53M

6/15/2005 1:36 am

Insightful comments that I think we all encounter on this site and in the real world. Your words describe some pain which, again, we all go through. Sometimes it is best not to search so much as it better to lay back and see what comes your way.....don't want something so much that you put it too far out of reach to attain or become disappointed when the bar is set so high. I have enjoyed your reflective comments, it's great mental stimulation. I hope that you sleep well with many pleasant dreams tonight.


AmberSolaire 42M

6/14/2005 7:53 pm

Yourmantoy well done on reading all the comments, but where did I say she was a goddes angel etc.In fact where did anyone for that matter?

What you have done is illustrate that so many men on here read but dont understand.They then write what they think the lady in question wants to hear.Just like you did.

Shakes his head in disbelief and goes back to his volleyball lesson.


yourmantoy69 50M
11 posts
6/14/2005 4:05 pm

I've read all the comments posted here and all these men call you a goddess, an angel etc. though i do admit that you are beautiful you are still human. I respect the fact that you don't like one night stands.(who does)Be patient your prince will come along.There is nothing better than to share your life with somebody. It's nice to have somebody to hold when your down,laugh at your jokes,make meaningfull love too and be your best friend.Hang in there because when you least expect it is when you will meet him. Best wishes
yourmantoy69


rm_magic_U_seek 57M

6/14/2005 1:50 pm

HI`Hot~toddee~
~ IT IS ME~ MAGIC~
~ I KNOW THAT YOU DO NOT KNOW ME~
~ YET YOU SHOULD JUST THINK OF IT~
~ I AM POSTING THIS COMMENT~
~ JUST WANTED TO CHEER YOU UP A BIT~
~ SO I CAME UP WITH A NEW POEM~
~ FROM THE DEPTHS OF MY WHIT~
~ MAYBE AFTER READING IT FROM HOME~
~ YOU WOULD HELP ME PICK A TITLE FOR IT~?~

~ YOU ARE SOO BEAUTIFUL~ SUCH A CREATURE AS YOU~
~ OF MAGNIFICENT WONDER + SPLEDOR~ IT'S TRUE~
~ YOU HAVE BEEN PLACED HERE AMONG US BY THE ALMIGHTY WHO DEEMS~
~ TO RAISE ALL MEN'S SPIRITS~ TO RAISE OUR HOPES + OUR DREAMS~
+ THE ALMIGHT CREATOR MADE YOU~ IT WAS ON THE 8TH DAY~ IT SEEMS~
+ WHEN HE TOOK HIS FIRST L@@K AT WHAT HE HAD CREATED FROM THE MOLD~
~ HE STRICKEN WITH AWE + SPLENDOR~ YOUR AWESOME PRESENCE~TO BEHOLD~
+ WAS OVERTAKEN + SHAKEN + HIS HANDS NERVOUSLY TREMBLED~
+ HE DROPPED THE MOLD~WHICH HIS GREATEST CREATION WAS ASSEMBLED~
+ THUS THE MOLD SO SUDDENLY SHATTERED~
~ BROKEN PIECES AT HIS FEET~ OH IT MATTERED~
~ THE ALMIGHTY CREATOR + ALL ARCH ANGELS~ ALL CHERUBS + CUPID TOO~
+ AT EXACTLY THE SAME INSTANT~ SAW WHAT JUST HAPPENED + ALL KNEW~
~ NEVER AGAIN~ FOR ALL ETERNITY IT WOULD BE TRUE
~ COULD ANY CREATURE AS INFINITELY LOVELY AS YOU~
~ BE PLACED AMONG US FOR ALL MAN~KIND + DO WHAT YOU DO~

~ SO ALL BEINGS SUPERNATURAL~ ALL ARCH ANGELS~ALL CHERUBS + CUPID~
~ UNSEEN BY ALL MEN~ STILL CRYING THEY INTENSELY WEEP~
+ THESE SUPERNATURAL SPIRITS STILL WITH PURPOSE DO SWEEP~
~ AROUND YOU WITH HEART FELT FEELINGS IMMENSLY DO KEEP~
~ WATCHFUL EYES UPON YOU~THEIR ETERNAL FAVORITE~ THEY ARE NOT STUPID~

~ SO YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND WOMAN + ARE BY THEM CONSTANTLY PROTECTED~
+ A GODDES WITH ALL YOUR BEAUTY + SPLENDER ~A LOT CAN BE EXPECTED~
~ THAT IN YOUR SEARCHES FOR YOUR PERFECT MATE~ MANY MEN ARE REJECTED~
~ YET KINDLY YOU BREAK LOOSE + RIGHTFULY SO ~ THEY WERE UNDESERVING~
+ FOR FORCING YOURSELF TO CONTINUE FURTHER NO PURPOSE BE SERVING.
~ WHAT PURPOSE TO ENTER INTO INCOMPLETE LUST~
~ WITH AN UNEQUAL PARTNER~ WHY PROCEED + GIVE YOUR COMPLETE TRUST~
+ ALL SUPERNATURAL BEINGS~ANGELS~ CHERUBS + CUPID KNOW IT'S NOT JUST~
~ TO CONTINUE ON AND SLEEP ALONE NOT GIVING IN TO ONE NIGHTERS~
+ WE DO SO TO SAVE OUR HEARTS AND SOULS + BECAUSE WE ARE FIGHTERS~
~ SO WE KEEP L@@KING~ WITH WATCHFUL EYES~ WE CONTINUE TO S@@K~
+ AS OFTEN AS WE CAN~ WE LOG ON WEB-SITES + AT PROFILES WE P@@K ~
~ BECAUSE WE ARE STRONG OUR STANDARDS WILL NOT BE LOWERED~
+ WE WANT THOSE MAGICAL SPARKS TO IGNITE OUR HEARTS + BE SHOWERED~
~ SO WE WILL NOT SETTLE FOR LESS THAN WHAT IS IDEALISTIC~
~ BUT OFTEN WE BECOME BLINDED AND ARE NOT BEING REALISTIC~
+ MAY EVEN BE OVERLOOKING THE UNTURNED STONE~ RIGHT AT OUR FEET
+ THAT WHICH WE WANTED IS THERE WAITING + ALREADY WHOLE AND COMPLETE~
+ BEFORE WE JUST MISSED IT + NOW WITH RENEWED EYES TO SEE IT AGAIN IS MAGIC LIKE NONE OTHER AND IS THE FINEST TREAT~

SO WHAT DO YOU THINK Hot~toddee~ YOU I WROTE THIS JUST NOW + JUST FOR YOU~

I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE SAYING AND HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT THE WHOLE SHOOTING MATCH...

BUT WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH IS LIKE NO ONE ELSE...
BECAUSE THE MOLD WAS BROKEN ON THAT 8TH DAY!

STAY STRONG~HOWEVER YOU MAY HAVE TO COME DOWN ONE STEP ON THAT STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN~ TO MEET THAT PERSON YOU ARE L@@ING FOR~

-HOWEVER~ YOU DO NOT HAVE TO COME HALFWAY BACK DOWN THAT STAIRWAY ~(WITH ONE-NITERS)~
I AM SURE THAT YOU MUST REALIZE THAT NONE OF US WILL EVER BE EXACTLY AT YOUR LEVEL~

FOR YOU TRULY ARE A GODDESS~

WARMEST REGARDS~ JOHN~AKA~Magic_U_seek


rm_onebigd672 49M
1 post
6/14/2005 11:58 am

I think the bottom line is you are fishing from the wrong pond. This site is full as is life of men that are looking to get laid. That is what drives most of us to do what we do.The more honest we all become about our desires the better we can deal with eachother.

Dan


DeepsFirmsBurgs 59M
73 posts
6/14/2005 10:59 am

Sweet Dreams My Love


InfraPlumsScore 60M
18 posts
6/14/2005 10:55 am

Oh,dear baby, come with me. I want to make you happy and sleep well.


AmberSolaire 42M

6/14/2005 9:36 am

You have high expectations.That in itself is no bad thing.However it does lead to more disapointments.Would you describe yourself in your worst light? of course not.


E2DIR
442 posts
6/14/2005 9:12 am

welcome in blogloves, you are alone in the bed,don't worry talk-me on my blog or on my e-mail. i give you a kiss from french .


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