Jealousy...what a funny thing  

rm_hotNnawty 47F
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11/4/2005 4:13 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Jealousy...what a funny thing

Funny how a single word can hold such a heavy meaning. I have never experienced jealousy until recently. Ive been married for 14 years...same guy for 19...and have never really experienced jealousy. Maybe that is because Ive never really felt that the situation that I am in has been worth worrying about??? Now I find myself struggling with this inner, very persistent green-eyed monster. Its like this gut wrenching thorn that pokes at me from inside out...takes over my head, heart, mind and soul. It ingnites this fire in me and has sent me into this crazy, wacked out, out-of-character charade...even I cant believe I get so riled up. Sure my "friend" is hot...great caring....has never given me reason to distrust him...why the heck does the thought of him receiving an email from another female from this site drive me nuts!!?? Maybe because its full of croch and ass Im afraid they look so much better than mine. Here is the good part....our situations dont really allow for either of us to be jealous. We both have spouses...we have both made the rules clear and to the point....Uggghhhhh... what the heck has happened to me???? After my outburst the other day....JEALOUSY really reered its ugly head....Im sure he thinks I am completely a crazy, over emotional, wack job! Dont get me wrong...a little jealousy is healthy...why cant I handle it anymore? Who knows...Nawty, get yourself together!

AughtMusedSpill 48M

11/5/2005 6:45 am

Hey everybody likes to be first on the list...a little jealousy is natural. It might just make you work harder in the bedroom to make sure he doesn't find another ass to play with!

rm_hotNnawty 47F

11/5/2005 12:10 pm

oh....dont worry...i intend to work very, very hard!! Thanks

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