Slow down day....  

rm_gorilla062 49M
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7/28/2006 10:30 am

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8/13/2006 5:27 am

Slow down day....

I finally was able to do it... slow down.. take a breath and look out the window a little bit.
My life and world have been flying by so fast lately I have been unable to realize how fast it has been.
It seems as tho it were yesterday that I was wondering what I was doing with my life.... where I was going and how I was to get there. constantly thinking I made a poor choice of career, wondering if business would get better, do I want to make time for a relationship, do I want a relationship.
Really I do not want a super serious thing... I am enjoying the not being attached thing although there are lonely times that go with it.
Good thing is I do not get into fights with my 'bitches' (dogs).. they love me unconditionally no matter what mood I am in. I have great friends here and in other areas of my life, meeting new ones on a regular basis and trying to keep in contact with them. Helping some thru times that are difficult.. it is rewarding.
The life of a workaholic is hard... some people do not understand much...I havea mission that i want to achieve ... so that the day comes that I can play more and spend time with people more; friends and otherwise.
Enough babbling time to hit the road and worry about other things! Hope all of you enjoy a great weekend... I know I am taking some time off.. trying not to engage my brain much!

cookiequeen1000 53F

7/28/2006 7:17 pm

Enjoy yourself sweetie. You deserve the break.


8/2/2006 6:34 am

Life can be overwhelming but watch that workaholicism. Seems like when one goal is achieved an new one has already replaced and you are your own worst slave driver. Thinking of you and giving you a big hug so you stop, take a break, and just breathe baby! {=}

just a squirrel trying to get a nut

rm_barenaked869 46F

8/11/2006 11:35 pm

I'm always being told to slow the hell down...from one workaholic to another...were still young, let's achieve our goals & bank some $$$, that way when it's time to settle, were happy & can do it in style. I do understand the loneliness, even tho I have a full schedule with work & daughter..she's older & doesn't wanna hang out with mom as much & with the boys gone, YEAP...the quiet times makes u wonder!!
Maybe that's our fear is the quiet moments & that's why we work so much???? Sometimes I would luv to have someone to hold me at nite while i sleep...I miss it, but life goes on, right!!..
Huggzzz babe, take care

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