My body is changing!!  

rm_gorilla062 49M
163 posts
5/4/2006 7:11 am

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My body is changing!!


Really took a long look at myself last night in a mirror... my body is changing! The results of my new workout routine are really starting to show. I actually put on a pair of pants this morning that used to be pretty tight and now are loose!
My fat content is definitly going down.. my chest is starting to firm up, legs are shaping and getting definition.. more defintition all over!
Starting to feel sexy again.... is that the right word for a guy?
Maybe I will take new nude pics of myself soon.... anyone up for a gorilla in a g-string?
Just kidding I would not subject anyone to that! It would be like looking at sasquatch's as eating a table cloth! Well maybe not that bad.
Although I did get into bed naked once with a woman who asked if I was wearing shorts to bed...
At any rate... I am excited to start looking and feeling better about myself.... I am still and always will be a big man.... just the nature of the genes I guess.. although I am the largest man in my family. While I have (but losing) fat on my body.... I have a good amount of muscle mass... always have. Actually had a compliment from a guy I was hanging out with over the weekend.... we were discussing workouts and aging effects over drinks at his bar and he told me I really carried my size well....' your just a big son of a bitch' he said.
Being large never really bothered me until I started to really pay attention to how women viewd me... I am not sure if it was intimidation or disgust.... I have never been with a petite woman. While I have had many women tell me I have a great smile and eyes they could drown in ... I never take it seriously as they never come on to me. They look over at the shorter guy that is 165lbs... what is up with that. Did I scare you? Do I really look loke a monster? Why tell me one thing and then go after another.
Oh well maybe someday someone will see me for who I am ... and realize that big guys can be gentle yet strong lovers. As big as I am I try and control my strength... I don't want to hurt anyone unless given reason to. Maybe women like know that they have better physical control over the skinny little twerp they are with...even if he has muscle tone to me if you are only 165lbs you are a little twerp.
So many of these little guys have small mans syndrome... always having to act big around guys like me.... why I am not a threat to you... unless you provoke me.. then I will seperate your head from your body or at least break a few bones.... then the funniest thing.. they wanna be friends and hang out... then start a fight with someone so they can show off the back up they have.... what pathetic little pussies!
I have lost friends that way... smaller guys that have gotten me involved in their problems... I have always fought by own battles... physically and mentally... some I have lost and many I have won.... fight your own!
ladies... try the big guy once in awhile... you may find yourself pleasantly surprised... built for comfort not speed. If you want a sports car to get a fsat thrill you get Corvette or Porsche... when you want long lasting comfortable ride that is satisfying you get a Cadillac or Lincoln.....I am the latter... and I always try hard to satisfy!

Alynxdra 33F
47 posts
5/4/2006 8:06 am

nice!
I liked your blog.
You sound down to earth honest and comfortable with yourself just the way you are!
Anyhow, I'm just floating around finidng interesting blogs to comment on.
Keep working at it I'm sure you'll get were you want to be.

from a petite 5'2" woman!


rm_gorilla062 replies on 5/4/2006 9:04 am:
Thanks sweety!

cookiequeen1000 53F

5/4/2006 7:54 pm

Hubba! Hubba! Sexy is an excellent word for men. Just keep thinking Barry White....might weigh 300 standing, but only 110 under the sheets. You will need new pics. G-string might be hot pic! Don't underestimate yourself...ever. If some women don't want to be with you its cuz they know they're not worthy. Accept that gift and move on. A friend once said that if you don't like what you're catching, better change your bait. Thik that's good advice...its workin wonders for me. Keep up the good work!


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