First Times  

rm_gmj59 47M
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11/6/2005 6:21 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

First Times


I am so embarrassed. I recently hooked up and when we finally got around to explore...I was a flop. Even with help I couldn't rise to the occasion. He didn't have a problem and I made sure he got his...but I felt I cheated him out not being able to perform. I attibuted my problem to taking my help too soon and it had time to ware off, but the bottom line I think was I was so damn nervous. I felt bad and embarrassed as I said earlier, usually I don't have that problem when I take my help. Unfortunately, I am one of those that have to have the help to do anything with anyone...male of female. Heredity has dealt me some shit in that area. Maybe that's why I am more active in making attempts to ensure that my partner at that time gets off, regardless if I do. Is this a problem for anyone else? What do you do about it? Am I freaking here, or do most understand and therefore have little or no expectations. He appeared to be very understanding and I'm grateful to him for it...I hope we can hook up again sometime.

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