what does love mean??? what is it all worth, why do we put our selves through the pain  

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2/14/2006 8:11 pm

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what does love mean??? what is it all worth, why do we put our selves through the pain


why does love hurt my heart.. i'm a dying man that is being reborn!! I was just Left by my girl we had a good run for five years.. I took her to jamaica twice to hedonism to party with the freaks - montana in the mountains for christmas = to the empirestate building on valentines day and many other adventures across the map ,,five months ago i came home she was packing her car and drove off never to call for three months.. right after christmas i found out the dude she drove off too and just yesterday the day before valentines day i talked to her for the second time since she been gone and she 's pregnent with the other dudes baby..she is three months along .. witch adds up to i never had a chance to tell her what was in my heart I 'm upset but not mad i;m numb,, its the one thing that was my greatest fear I don't understand how someone that was so klose to being the one would be so cold and cruel to my heart... I 'm a horny fucker but if i'm with a girl shes my everything.. my every one..i don't have any one now.. I have to start from scratch I don't know if I can believe in love again But i think that destiny plays a great part in all of our lives..i have went through my mourning proces and my smile is getting better -i'm a happy person deep inside .people say that it will just take time and that shit ... but i'm looking for the one only One love can fill my heart~ because only you are my destiny~ only you can make a change in me ~only you can make my darkness light ~

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