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worst sex i've ever had.
worst sex i've ever had.
To relieve my sexual frustrations, I had been writing sex stories all day yesterday and sat at my desk with a brick in my pants throughout the day. I couldn't wait to get home and relieve myself. I went through my daily routine and was finally home.
I quickly jerked myself off. My balls felt much better. My head was much clearer. I jumped in the shower cleaned myself off and jumped out and into my pajama pants and T-shirt. I began preparing dinner for my wife who would be home any moment with our son.
She came home, and I gave him a bath while she took a shower. Then we all ate our dinner. I let the two of them relax as i did the laundry, put together his diaper bag, and cleaned up around the house. I figure she's always stressed out and always complaining about how much she has to do. So I'm trying to relieve her of as much as possible. In the end I don't mind doing it anyway. I just don't like feeling unappreciated for my efforts.
Finally it was his bed time and I put him to bed. He went right to sleep. My wife laid down and I laid down next to her. I began to rub her legs and feet. She said it felt really good as I stretched her toes and rubbed the soles of her feet. This made me feel great because she was relaxed, and getting into it. At least i thought she was. I began to kiss her belly and she moved me away. I layed my head on her lap and continued to lightly rub her legs.
Finally I turned my head to her and she saw that i wanted her badly. She asked me to put some music on and turn off the TV. I wish we didn't even have a TV in our bedroom, but we do. I put some music on and we kissed for a while. She always seems to be holding back when we kiss. I hate it. I really can't stand it. Every once in awhile she'll open up a little, but it never lasts long enough. But I continued anyway. After a while I had fully undressed her.
Every time my hand got anywhere near her pussy, she moved me away. Anytime my face go tnear her pussy she moved me away. i should have stopped and gone to the bathroom and jerked off, but i was foolish and did not. I touched her everywhere else on her body instead, trying to heat her up. If I kissed her neck she got mad because i gave her goose bumps. If I kissed her breasts, she got angry because it tickled. Neither of these things ever bothered her before, so why should it be any different now?
I continued to kiss her only on the mouth now. and finally she was getting back into things. My cock was brushing itself along the insides of her pussy lips. and she was finally getting wet. I got the head of my cock in without using my hands. Every time I tried to hold my own cock with two fingers to help guide it in she would take my hands away. But once I go the head of my cock in I reached over and grabbed some KY and a condom. I put some jelly on her pussy nad she got angry again. Then when she felt the condom on my cock she got further angry. She was lying there with a bad look upon her face. I took my cock out from inside her and asked her what her problem was.
We layed there for a whil and I kissed her again. Within a few minutes i was again inside her. 5 minutes later I felt ready to cum and i slowed down. I almost forced my cock to "swallow ' it so i could continue and she started anxiously telling me to take it out. "don't cum in me" I told her I wouldn't and she began rapidly jerking me off. I quietly told her I wasn't trying to get off. iwas trying to make love to her, I then told her it was very apparent that she wasn't interested. She rolled over and ignored m for the rest of the night.
20 minutes went by and i was lying on my back next to her looking at her naked ass. what could I do to get back in there? I began to stroke myself quietly and thought about fucking her in her ass. I wanted to reachout and touch her but iknew she would get angry, and it wouldn't be any fun. So I decided not to touch her anymore. I came quickly from the action that had already occured combined with the fact she was laying beside me, my cock begging me for her naked ass.
I go tup and cleaned myself off. I fell asleep. We woke up this morning and she knew i was upset with her. She gave me a hug before i go tinto the shower, and kissed me a few times. Honestly I realy wasn't interested, but i think I played it alright. I didn't want us to fight, i didn't want things to get out of hand. so I let it go.
In the end it was my fault anyway. She didn't want to and I should have just let it go. But that's teh problem, she's never in the mood. If i don't initiate, we won't have sex. And she's fine with that. I'm certainly not. I don't know what to do, but I'm really not happy. And I feel our marriage is not going to last. I don't want us to get a divorce. I odn't want to put my son through that. I really do love my wife. I just don't know what to do anymore.
8/18/2005 9:05 am
You know that look women have when they want sex? Me neither!|
8/18/2005 10:01 am
Hey guys, i'm not here to offer up excuses for women, just to maybe shed some light a womans sex drive. It really isnt fair, but generally after women have a child the sex drive disappears. I had my kids fairly young so during my early 20's i acted pretty much the same way your wife does. There was nothing my hubby could do right to turn me on. I never wanted it. Luckily when i got past my childbearing my sex drive reappeared. I hit 30 and turned into this sexual being again. Now i cant get enough. Have patience, i know it isnt fair, but you say you love her and have faith in the fact that the woman you married, the woman you knew before the baby, she will be back!!! Good luck.|
8/19/2005 10:01 am
Wow, does that ever suck! But I must admit to doing pretty much the same thing to my husband... although there's NO WAY I would let him get THAT worked up without finishing the job. If I really didn't want to do it, I would have stopped him long before... and, even if I was completely exausted, I would kinda help him along with his masturbation... show him my ass, let him touch me as he did it. If I wasn't too tired, but still just not in the mood, I would do other things, like help him a little, suck his nipples, talk dirty.|
BUT... if I let it get as far as your wife did, it would be because I would be going ALL the way. That's just HORRIBLE to tease you like that!!!
Sounds like she has issues. I don't know what the rest of your relationship is like, but you two need to have a serious talk. When there's no sex in a reltionship, you lose the "sweet" feelings you have for each other, and you can develop a real animosity between you.
Your son is worth the effort. Do not blame her, just tell how you feel, and that you are worried about breaking up the family. It WILL happen, believe me, if something isn't done about this, and FAST! It is true that a woman can lose her sex drive for the first year or two after having a child... I did. But it usually will come back, stronger than ever (it did for me!).
Did she enjoy sex before the child, or did she just do it to keep you? Some women seem to do that cuz they don't know how to enjoy sex. Buy her a vibrator, use it with her!
Have fun, play safe!