rm_foxxychica 44F
188 posts
7/12/2005 5:39 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


He arrives tomorrow morning... The one who promised to love, cherish and make me obey him till death do us part but yet left without so much as a goodbye.

He is coming to give me the support that I (admittedly) need at this difficult time in my life. I appreciate him coming all the way to be by my side at this time but I am on edge. He's like a stranger to me now, this man whom I once thought was the last piece that completed the (rather complex -- Ed.) puzzle that is me.

I wonder whether I can feel all I that I once felt when I see him tomorrow. I wonder if I can be what I once was with him. Someone else has left his indelible stamp on me and I wonder if he can feel that... if/when he touches me.

Someone else is better for me in all ways one can imagine yet I already see myself making a U-turn down the path I really shouldn't have travelled in the first place.

EdgeofdesireM 47M

7/12/2005 4:09 pm

While I know not your past, and have no knowledge of your current plight foxxy, know that I wish you greatest luck as you face this moment. I have no control over the butterflies, but if even the smallest movement across the world can alter the realities of everyone, then I shall make a rush of movement to give wind to the sails to carry you through this moment. May you be well.

rm_foxxychica 44F
60 posts
7/19/2005 1:20 am

EdgeofdesireM: Thank you so much. Your good wishes mean a lot to me.

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