pausing to ponder  

rm_fonemannn 106M
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8/29/2005 6:31 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

pausing to ponder

i thought it was great to be out and enjoying the weekend in new orleans.....then came katrina, mandatory evacuations, and a 15 hour drive home. 15 hours is a long time to spend in a car. it gave me the opportunity to ponder many things in my life. like what am i doing with my life right now? what do i really want and what is there for me out there? such are the thoughts that cross over your mind. i wish i could answer them all, but sometimes we just don't know for sure what we want. besides, i remembered the say "be careful what you ask for, you might just get it". i know i want what everyone else wants, to be loved for me, to be pleasing to a partner and to be pleased by a partner. nobody has ever wished to be with someone they do not like, or someone that is unattractive, or someone that is hateful....and the list goes on.

so, i guess i am just like everyone else....give me someone that i can please, give me someone that will please me, and if it can happen, give me someone to love and who will love me. isn't that what everyone wants?

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