A man..Who had potential to be the One!!  

rm_eyecandy4me 50F
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7/6/2006 7:35 am

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7/11/2006 8:58 am

A man..Who had potential to be the One!!


I have felt this feeling only once before in my life...
It isn't a slow steady feeling...

It is a Slam you up against a wall and take your breath away feeling!!!!

I was 22....He asked me for a kiss ....It was a kiss that to this day I can still feel on the lips in my mind..
I was swept away...Into a world I had never experienced before..where desires of the mind and body long to be released and enjoyed...
The beauty of that momment will wrap around my heart and soul to create joy even in the loneliest momments of my life...

I thought this could never happen again...It was a once in a life time.....

I couldn't have been more wrong..

I wasn't looking for it..Just looking for a friend and a Lover then....

Seeing him was like coming home...Ever word was like conversing with someone I already new and already new me very intimately..
Our first touch was like being given the gift of peace.. utter-contentment....
The fire ignited by our first kiss was insatiable...

Yet because of timing we are afraid to allow it to be ..exactly what it should be...

Will we allow ourselves to be the answer for each other...Or pass it by...

Not believing in the beauty of the souls that could be entertwined....ever giving of each other to each other..Passions unstoked...

He is gone....I do not know what to do now...I feel i'm wandering again... again...

He will be remembered for the happiness we shared..

canuhandle1968 48F

7/6/2006 8:25 am

I've been in that same situation... A man walked into my life and because of timing, it wasn't meant to be.........but it's meant to be. It's something I can't shake, something I know. However, timing (what a huge word, eh?) isn't right. It's hard to have faith because of the "what if's".... I have no answers for you, only a wish that your timing will eventually be right.


rm_eyecandy4me 50F

7/8/2006 6:01 am

Me Too!!! Right Now he isn't even responding to phone calls..texts or e-mail... Not sure what I did..

But I can't pine away for him that is for sure...

Wish I could just let go...Our time together was so short...
Was that all...
Is that my little piece of contentment and there will be no more??


canuhandle1968 48F

7/8/2006 6:29 pm

Letting go is the hardest part, because for however short a time you had, it was good!!! The scarey part for me is that if I even attempt to get into anyone else, he calls, texts or emails... And I cannot, for one minute, believe we're done... But you know, even if I had an opportunity to look into a crystal ball and see the future, I don't know if I'd want to... Somehow believing what I think is real is easier than seeing the future and risking the chance of knowing it may not be! Hmmmmmm... lol


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