big enough  

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12/2/2005 8:30 am

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big enough

Let me start by saying, yes, I am big enough to admit my mistakes. Consider me chastised, I feel a bit harshly, but so it is. Perhaps in my lifelong quest to connect with others, I don't often enough employ my internal censor. In fact I rarely do. Nor do I spend much time examining my motives. If I spend too much time in my head, we both wind up dancing the Hokey-Pokey in a dizzying spiral to nowhere. I then become locked inward with nothing but my own insanity to keep me entertained. I've said it before, but it bears repeating, If it wasn't for my mistakes, my life would be the same ol' routine trip to anywhere. We all learn the same way. I am just now starting to enjoy the journey as much as anything else. It seems to take me longer to figure shit out than most, but then try as might I can't seem to forget it. Learning to be happy seems to be my Everest and Iditorod together wrapped in a faux pas, sprinkled with humility. Been a hoot n holler though.

the thoughts n feelings within my head
long to be heard n felt n read
to release the power of the child i was
to remove the fear n sort thru the fuzz
of the cynic i know is not real
perhaps the truth of how i feel
could be conveyed
in the same way
thru the man

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