Dreams - what do they mean?  

rm_edmtoungue4u 40M
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6/23/2006 4:40 pm

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6/23/2006 10:56 pm

Dreams - what do they mean?

..Terrible dreams have plauged my thoughts at night all week. I have dreamt lucidly, so much so in fact that one morning I was dreaming I was showering and woke up lathering my head in my half-sleep. Anyhow, the dreams have been about 2 things in particular.

One of them I have just wrote about - my Dad and I, the good and the bad times, mostly, the latter but in a way where I was like some sort of demonic creature with ultimate dominion in some, and in others I saw him in great torment and there was nothing I could do for him - waking up in a sweat, crying sometimes and not sleeping much for the rest of the night.

The other dreams are of previous ex-GF's, yes, my year and a half ago ex this time. I dreamt about her and my life (the good times) and then they faded into me becoming ugly and hated almost like Scrooge in "The Christmas Carol", as things happen before me and no matter what I say or try to do -I have no effect on the outcomes, nor can they hear or see me there. I cannot shake the dreams, they plauge me almost every night, like some kind of voodoo curse. Again, the same outcome when I awake kissing my pillow, grabbing my cock, hugging my blankets, or speaking out loud and waking up to find there was no one in the room with me and feeling sad, lonely and silly.

0007356 41M
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6/23/2006 8:42 pm

Did I write this in my sleep? I empathize with you completely. I understand every word and have my own tear stained pillow locked away in a closet. Keep your head up, life is to short.

Try to find this song, Eric Clapton - Unplugged-Old Love. I leave you with the lyrics. Peace.
I can feel your body
When I'm lying in bed
There's too much confusion
Going around through my head

And it makes me so angry
To know that the flame still burns
Why can't I get over?
When will I ever learn?

Old love, leave me alone
Old love, go on home

I can see your face
But I know that it's not real
It's just an illusion
Caused by how I used to feel

And it makes me so angry
To know that the flame will always burn
I'll never get over
I know now that I'll never learn

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