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Just A Mask
Just A Mask
I am showing you
who I am.
The one you thought
I was has disappeared
for a moment,
only a flash of time,
but you saw.
The stranger that I was
by the one that I am,
and I am a mystery.
Who is this strange
and beautiful creature
that has emerged
from behind a cloud of shame?
The mirror reflects
the same face that it has seen
every day for years,
but it seems so new to you.
Looking out at the world
Through my mask
This smile permanetly affixed
Inside the true feelings
Don't want the world to see
whats inside of me.
Confusion, puddles of rain
Memories that wont die.
My very image a lie.
I've hidden it well, the pain.
My true feelings never
to be seen.
I shrink within, hoping no one
I'm living life,
behind a mask
a thing I haven’t seen
in what seems like ages,
is wide and true.
My eyes emit
an aura of an honest soul within.
Someone with nothing to hide.
Someone with no shame of self.
10/6/2005 12:41 am
hi sweetie...i liked your choice of words. I know you well enough to say that it covers who you are in a nutshell. Take care baby...see you soon.|
10/6/2005 12:29 pm
well... whatever it was u went through.... its great to know you're back out there for all to enjoy....|
10/7/2005 1:19 am
The true essence of the emotional pain?|
Our ability to lie to ourselves.
Our inability to correct ourselves before it is to late.
Our expectations to high.
Our dishonesty to great.
Our fear of commitments & involvements.
Is that my fault.
Is that your fault.
Is that anybody's fault.
Who was I when we met? Was it me?
Who were you when we met? were it you?
Why was I feeling so good?
Was this story all about me?
Was this story all about you?
Did I lost you or my illusions?
Am I me or acting like it is me?
Am inconsciously angry against myself?
We have so many faces but only one me.
10/8/2005 1:15 pm
thanks for your poem|
just wanted to say i appreciated it.... gave me insight inot his mysterious, beautiful woman.
10/11/2005 2:04 am
Hi Baby, long time no new post from you, hope you are doing Ok after all.|
Here is a poem that I love, from Appolinaire, and hope you will enjoy it:
It rain women voices as if they were dead even in the memorie
It's you too that rain marvellous encounter of my life O gutter
And these rear clouds find themselves to neight a whole universe of auricular cities
Listen if it rain as the regret and the dedain cry an ancien music
listen fall the links that hold you up and down
10/14/2005 7:36 am
Awesome poem... wise and old for 24... I wonder, is your smile half full, or half empty? Perhaps in a state of neither... but definitely expectant. Carpe Diem, thanks for making my night!!|
10/27/2005 4:58 pm
u have not written in awhile.... u alright?|
11/8/2005 6:38 am
i m attracted to your nickname |
i'm wondering if you are what your name suggest, do you frequent the usual places in KL?
please message to my account
11/17/2005 8:52 am
We all live in a world of lies|
Where deceit and deception are the only truths
We sometimes fake a smile when we not feel like too
we exchange pleasantries and compliments when its quite the contrarary
Your Boss' opinion stinks, but do you say out loud?
Your spouse cooking sucks, but do you spit it out?
WE only live the life we know
And the life we know masks the truth!
9/23/2007 3:43 am
You are an attractive, wonderful woman.
Please make my tail on yours
Titelseite.Das is the grösste present,
this would make you kannst.Es to me
ehren.Überlegs particularly asks me for you.
The recognition of such a wonderful
Woman arouses worldwide envy.
Many, many thanks, your Ludwig202.
9/23/2007 3:44 am
9/23/2007 3:44 am