Why Me - Why Now - I Can't Handle It!!!!!!!!!  

rm_drunkagain66 51F
57 posts
12/19/2005 8:43 pm

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Why Me - Why Now - I Can't Handle It!!!!!!!!!

I know - I have been gone for over a week. Had a very sudden and very unexpected death in the family. Have not stopped drinking since I got the news and had to start making arrangements. It has been 4 days since the funeral and I am still drunk- I think my family is blaming the drinking on the circumstances.

mtnscribe 65M

12/20/2005 5:50 am

I am very sorry about your loss. Am sure we all noticed your absence....at least I did. And was worried. Am glad you are ok. Regarding the drinking.....am wondering if you haven't relied on the circumstances as a bit of an excuse for the drinking....making it ok? I know I would have done that when i was drinking...I would have seized on anything like that as a sort of green light making it ok, even though inside, I really felt it wasn't. Anyway, am glad you are back....maybe tomorrow will be a better day for you....I am hoping so.....and please keep blogging....We all worry when we don't hear anything....ok?

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