living in wrongness  

rm_deelushess 54F
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5/8/2005 2:16 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

living in wrongness


The worst thing I ever did is get divorced.
No, not because I think I should have stayed married!
A really religious background made me believe I should never get divorced, and when I came to the point where I had to leave him, I accepted that my price would be to never marry again.
If you've been a good girl all your life, and choose something that goes against your rules, presto....you're now permanently on the wrong path.
After about 15 years of wrongness, I've begun to feel comfortable in this path of unrighteousness. Am not agnostic or athiestic, but, realize there's a whole lot of people on the same path, who either acknowledge it, or still try to pretend they're not.
Don't worry, Christians, I'm not poopooing that scene.... I just think if we spent less time trying to put on a nice pretty external show of rightness, that it wouldn't make us "sinners" feel so frickin condemned when we eff up.
Well, nice intro eh.
It's sort of meants as backwards encouraging, to myself, and anyone else who has found themselves plunked in that world.

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