sad and lonely 2  

rm_deBoss1969 47M
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8/14/2006 3:56 pm

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8/15/2006 1:23 pm

sad and lonely 2

I said that I would continue to take drugs, which in essence is true, I will - recreational use that is. I really hope that I don't get into it like I was, thats stops been fun and enjoyable and fucks you up, you can't think rationally, suffer paranoia, mood swings, aggression and much more.

Well had a quick meet with my 'special friend' tonight, which was nice. Was meant to be getting some milk, but forgot my money - tit, sure fire way to get caught ... lol. Still haven't got any further than a kiss n cuddle but it'll happen and I'm happy to wait. You see it's difficult, for the both of us, to find time when we can get together, work, families and the like all have to be worked round.

I think she might worry about me getting bored and sick off waiting - got a text off her, saying we should make more time to see each other, but I won't and I'm prepared to wait for as long as it takes. It has to be right.

Oh on a tangent, I have a new motto which I heard on the radio

'Blessed is he who expects nothing, for he can't be disappointed'

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