From Bi-Curious to Bi-Sexual  

rm_darkmaru0 44M/45F
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11/27/2005 6:25 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

From Bi-Curious to Bi-Sexual

As much as I don't like it when it happens to me, I can understand it. The first time with a woman can be strange and scary.

When I was in college, there was a girl in several of my classes who let me know she liked me. We'd joke around about doing stuff, but inside I was scared to death. It wasn't that I wasn't interested. Quite the opposite. I wanted to more than anything. What scared me was that I was afraid I wouldn't be that good, that my inexperience would show and I'd be a horrible lay. Or that I'd get down there and realize I didn't like it.

Once school ended, I never saw her again and I started to regret not taking her up on her offer. I decided that if another friend like her came along, I'd take her up on her offer. Well, people like that don't come around as often as they should.

Several years later, I found myself at a swingers' club, more out of curiousity than anything else. I tend to be shy at those places cause I don't know anybody. For some reason, this young woman decided to start going down on me. I was aroused from watching so much live sex that I didn't stop her. I didn't care that her boyfriend was groping me.

The great thing was that she just wanted to eat me out. I didn't have to worry about recipricating or pleasing her. (Fortunately, my bf took care of that for me.) After a while, I wanted more. I didn't care if I was experienced or not, I wanted to return the favor. But she refused to let me take her bra off or turn the tables. Instead, she pushed me down hard and ate me more aggressively. I must have cum 3 or 4 times within the hour she was down there.

By the end of the evening, I knew the yearning for a woman was something I'd have for the rest of my life. A man just doesn't have the same touch and feel that a woman does.

So now I often find myself in the opposite position, where unsure and curious girls seek me out. Sometimes they let their fears get the best of them, like I did. As disappointing as this may be, those moments of connecting with another woman make the ongoing search worthwhile.

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