rubber resilience  

rm_dandelored2 31M
8 posts
9/3/2006 2:21 am

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11/7/2006 6:13 am

rubber resilience


well i've decided to buy a dildo in hopes that with an 8 inch phallus waiting for me at home i might be able to curb my sexual addiction instead of sleeping with guys who are really assholes. I might even go on a vow of celibacy for the rest of the time i'm on this filthy little rock in the pacific. ( for those of u who don't know i'm stationed on okinawa.) I'm tired of all the arrogant tops here who get off on being withholding. The tops here on this island really do have their pick of the bottoms here, which is a vast majority. So from now on i'm playing with my rubber ducky. I think i should become one of those sexually repressed and uptight gays that don't have sex and rarely admit to masturbation. U know become the polar opposite of who i am now, seem's everyone wants me that way. Well, almost everyone. so i'm debating on getting a matthew rush dildo ( i love him) or one a little bigger. I also figure masturbation will be much better now that i'll finally have a room to myself and be able to do it properly, ie, like hours of crazy anal play on the weekends. I'm becoming jaded in my young age, and like someone told me earlier this week, it could be due to being isolated in okinawa. I mean, i don't really hang out with anyone. Can't really get too close to someone and let them know everything about me, some might freak and turn on me, then oops i'm out of a job. Can't get involved with a guy because we have conflicting schedules and there are no gay men on my camp, all of them live down south. Plus all the gay men here are snooty...kinda. Scrath that, not all of them, but they have this rather glum and mundane view of gaydom. They act like old straight couples with no sex life or personality, or their leecherous old men hitting on me making want to gag and bathe with barbwire scrubbers. so i'm getting a dildo, nice long and thick. A gay boy's bestfriend, well this side of sherbert ice cream.

rm_blkpegasus9 49M
4 posts
9/5/2006 4:17 pm

Hey I didn't know they had a matt rush dildo, seen him a couple of times in San Diego, probably a couple of years ago in a play or something. Nice choice Im sure it will be hot.


rm_dandelored2 replies on 9/7/2006 4:03 am:
problem with that is is that i can't get a matthew rush dildo sent to me, no one will send it to japan. And i'm dying for a little anal action without having to sacrifice my self pride.

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