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rm_da_j_u_ice 32M
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7/4/2006 9:28 am

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Well I don't know where to start. I've never blogged anything. today is july 4 and I don't have any plans. I had a friend come by and hang out, but even he has nothing to do. My roomate is looking to me for answers. I have that day off from both jobs surpisingly. Today should be a good day, but I'm not so sure. My girl's not around so any interesting evening I had hoped for has gone out the window. Does anyone ever wonder how they came to be the person they are right now? I do. I often try to remember what events triggered my personality. Why is it that I care a lot more than other people. My friends call me a square because I don't speed, I don't do certain things when I know I won't get caught, I don't drink to the point I don't remember... you know stuff like that. But is this really who I am. I know there a side to me that I keep in check, because it wants to do things that would not be fair to other people, but it seems no else worries about that. This...My darkerside wants to experience life like ther's no tomorrow, with no regard for the law at all, but is this ok. I mean I'm not talking anything too extreme that would wind up on the 11 o'clock news or anything. Just something more exciting. I guess that why I'm here, to quell these fellings of contempt and see whats really out there. What happens once I get there? What if its not all its cracked up to be? I guess I'll have to find that out myself. I hope I did not just bore you guys for about 4 - 6 mins.

TonyPlays 64M

7/4/2006 10:45 am

Personally I think our past lives has something to do with how we act today.

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