The one.. the only.. uh... that's all i got  

rm_cynfull_one 35F
9 posts
7/25/2005 5:36 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The one.. the only.. uh... that's all i got

so... how's it going?

what's amusing is that that was the first thing that popped into my head to write.

since i can't think of anything pertinent to say right now i'm just going to post one of those stupid annoying "fill-in" sureveys...

enjoy

BASICS
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Your gender: female
Single? Yes
Want to be? uhh... no!
Your birthdate: Nov 26th
Your height: 5'8"
The color of your eyes:brownish-rustyish
Happy with it? i guess
The color of your hair: dark brown w/ blond and red highlights
Happy with it? you betcha!
Left/right/ambidextrous? right mostly ( i can do certain things with either hand)
Have any pets? yup.. kaely the wonder dawg
What's your job: accounting job
Obsessions? yes i have some.. doesn't everyone?
Do you speak another language? i can speak *parts* of other languages
Have a favourite quote? sure... most recently it's "'cause i took economics!"

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
- - - - -
Do you live in the moment? sometimes... mostly
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? when i choose to be
Do you have any secrets? HAH! i'm the queen of secrets.. just don't tell me any of yours
Do you hate yourself? not anymore
Do you like your handwriting? haha that's funny (for anyone who doesn't know me.. my handwriting sucks!)
Do you have any bad habits? everyone does
What is the compliment you get most from people? that i'm nice... how little they know
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? "What Up Homeslice"
What's your biggest fear? that this survey will never end
Can you sing? so i've been told.. but i'm convinced that it's really just a conspiracy for me to make an ass out of myself
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? naww.. that takes too much brain power
Are you a loner? of a sort
What are your no. 1 priorities in life? whatever is most consuming my mind at the moment
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? probably not... i'd actually probably be afraid of me... i dont seem to get along with people that are very similar to me
Are you a daredevil? good god no... well unless you count driving fast
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? yes
Have you got a journal? only online 'cause i'm a big geek
What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength: i'm a good listener... weakness: i can't keep secrets
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? i wouldn't change anything about me.. i'm perfect! HAHA
How do you vent? usually to a friend... or in less productive ways
Do you think you are emotionally strong? not really.. but but then again yah... (ambivalence is an emotion)
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? yes
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? you got to look out for yourself and those that you love
What do you like the most about your body? probably my tattoos
And least? the extra "insulation"
Do you think you are good looking? i could look worse
Are you confident? i can act that way
Who is the fictional character you're most like? hmmm i'd say i'm more an amalgamation of different characters... a little of spud, a little of suzanna, a little of kathleen, definately some of lisa... too many to name
Are you perceived wrongly? on a daily basis but that is more my fault than anyone elses

DO YOU...
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Smoke? yup
Do drugs? it's been known to happen but very rarely
Read the newspaper? rarely.. the real world is too depressing
Pray? only when i'm desperate
Go to church? do weddings and funerals count?
Talk to strangers who IM you? sometimes
Sleep with stuffed animals? yup.. good ole cancer bear
Talk to people even though you hate them? yes... i'm too polite not too
Drive? yes
Like to drive fast? damn skippy

WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
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Liked your voice? nope i sound like i'm 12... though my friends attempt to tell me otherwise but i think they're just being nice
Hurt yourself? yup.. i'm a clutz
Been out of the country? yup. yay New Orleans!
Been in love? not truly.. but i've convinced myself on a regluar basis that i'm in love
Done drugs? yuh huh
Gone skinny dipping? yup.. actually its one of my favourite hobbies
Had a medical emergency? mmmmhmmm
Had a surgery? not that i remember
Ran away from home? yes.. when i was 6... stuffed animals tied to my bike and all.. i went 4 houses down and was home by supper
Played strip poker? nuh uh
Gotten beaten up? yup.. but you shoulda seen the other person
Beaten someone up? yup
Been picked on? of course
Been on stage? yes
Slept outdoors? yep
Pulled an all-nighter? yup
If yes, what is your record? 3 days
Gone one day without food? yup
Talked on the phone all night? yessss
Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex? many many times
Slept all day? yup
Made out with a stranger? yes
Had sex with a stranger? define "stranger" and we'll talk
Thought you're going crazy? i'm already there
Kissed the same sex? yes
Been betrayed? Yes
Had a dream that came true? sometimes
Broken the law? yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? yes.. a bird flew into my window once while i was driving
On purpose? what kind of freak do you think i am... well unless you're counting bugs too in which case i plead the 5th
Been on radio/tv? yup
Been in a mosh-pit? once
Had a nervous breakdown? a few
Considered religious vocation? actually believe it or not; yes i did, very seriously once
Bungee jumped? no
Had a dream that kept coming back? not really

CLOTHES
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Shoe brand? whatever i buys at zellers
Brand of clothing? whatever fits
Cologne/perfume? lilly of the valley
Wear hats? not really.. i'm not a hat person
Judge other people by their clothing? not really
Wear make-up? not really
Favourite place to shop? anyplace that has stuff that fits me
Favourite article of clothing? jeans
Are you trendy? hellllllllllllll no
Would you rather wear a uniform to school? i wish they had uniforms when i was in highschool bastards brought them back the year after i finished

BELIEFS
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Believe in life on other planets? sometimes
Astrology? sometimes
Magic? not really
God? sometimes
Santa? no
Ghosts? yes
Luck? yes
Love at first sight? sometimes
Witches? if you mean Wiccans then yes
Easter bunny? nope
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? definately
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? nope... but i believe in leprechauns
Do you wish on stars? sometimes

DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
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Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? no (but my thoughts on this are to complex to write about as an answer to this question)
Do you think God has a gender? no
Do you believe in organized religion? sometimes
Where do you think we go when we die? i don't know

LOVE, and all that
- - - - -
Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? no
Do you consider love a mistake? it can be
What do you find romantic? when someone listens to me
Turn-on? eyes and voices
Turn-off? mean and rude people
First kiss? yes? what about it?
If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? flattered
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? depends.. but if you want a relationship to develop from this "date" then you have to get to know them
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? i still wouldn't do it
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? probably not
What is best about the opposite sex? they're hilarious to watch interact.. i love hanging with the guys
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? they're clueless when it comes to what a girl means
Do you read porn? i watch it
Read the articles? in porn?
What's the last present someone gave you? my little cousin gave me a card and a picture she drew
Are you in love? yes, everyday
What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? stare and then keep walking

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
- - - - -
That haunted you? he knows who he is
You wanted to kill? i dont remember.. its been awhile.. i'm all about the Zen lately
That turned you on? i'm not telling
That you thought about? Jason

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RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
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Are you going out? nope
What are you wearing right now? P.J's
What are you worried about right now? nothing
Book you're reading? "Fortune's of the Dead"
What's on your mousepad? "virtual micro technology"
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: calm, cold, tired, sore, relaxed
Are you bored? not really
Are you tired? yes
Are you talking to anyone online? nope
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? nope
Are you lonely or content? content
Are you listening to music? yep

So there you go..
XOXO
~c


pASSionwantd2 50M
1316 posts
7/25/2005 7:08 pm

Hi,Can I FaXX this Back to you at L888tr Time,LOL


slidersix 39M

7/25/2005 8:04 pm

I started reading and couldn't stop. I thought I wrote it. Not just saying that, honest.


Tejinashi 45M

7/26/2005 1:41 am

Your gender: Male
Single? Yes
Want to be? uhh... no!
Your birthdate: sept 10
Your height: 6'2 (iirc)
The color of your eyes: storm blue
Happy with it? yup - kind of rely on other people's opinions though
The color of your hair: was blond....now brown
Happy with it? preferred blond
Left/right/ambidextrous? right
Have any pets? Live with two cats - not mine though.
What's your job: basic retail
Obsessions? definately
Do you speak another language? not enough to be comfortable using it.
Have a favourite quote? Yes, lately I have been using :
"When you say goodbye to a friend, assume that
one of you is going to die before you ever get
to see each other again.If you want to leave
something unsaid, fine ... but be prepared to
leave it unsaid forever."
Author: Joel Rosenberg

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
- - - - -
Do you live in the moment? where else is there - but all moments are connected....
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? I don't care really about other peoples choices, unless they try to force their opinion/choice upon others.
Do you have any secrets? Of course, don't we all ?
Do you hate yourself? not as much as I did
Do you like your handwriting? well, it is getting worse over time
Do you have any bad habits? yup - smoking, drinking (not as much any more thankfully) and other stuff.....
What is the compliment you get most from people? Don't really get compliments about anything other then my hair usually.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?
- A comedic tragedy:the poormans thinker (hopefully starring either Depp or Bloom so at least someone would see it)
What's your biggest fear? public humiliation would be right up there, but I am unsure about referencing the list and compiling it.
Can you sing? That would go under the public humiliation category...
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?
Don't we all, even without knowing it sometimes ?
Are you a loner? only in groups
What are your no. 1 priorities in life? making someone else happy, even if only for one night.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Hard to tell, if I wasn't me, would I still be the geek at heart that I am ?
Are you a daredevil? hrmm...can't legally drive, no car, no income to skydive or other such extreme sport so I'm gonna go with a situational NO on this one.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? yes
Have you got a journal? only an inner monologue that sometimes slips out. Nothing written down as that would be evidence
What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength: I like listening to things people are interested in, as long as I can follow the topic (plz, no heavy science or politics).
weakness: can see my own limits, but ignoer them sometimes
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? My constant craving for different things emotionally, spiritually, or physically 0 usually just contact or proximity.
How do you vent? See above answer on bad habits - smoking
Do you think you are emotionally strong? Depends on the definition of strength - I controlled my self alot at a family funeral, but balled once I was home away from the people that needed the strength. Does that count ?
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? I would asume so, but my life ain't over yet - the immortality plan is working fine. I'll lewt you know though when all the facts are in.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? There's alot, but the parable of the Fox and the Scorpion comes to mind.
What do you like the most about your body? my hair
And least? the slow gain of weight with age, and my adverse reactions physically to humidity
Do you think you are good looking? about average.
Are you confident? Only in regards to some topics - around women, it depends on the amount of alcohol in my system....
Who is the fictional character you're most like? ask me in person sometime
Are you perceived wrongly? Probaby due to where I work, but yes.

DO YOU...
- - - - -
Smoke? yup
Do drugs? there's no evidence left on my body - and no lately.
Read the newspaper? i try to avoid other people's realities most of the time.
Pray? ok - but to which God(s) ?
Go to church? Only out of family pressure
Talk to strangers who IM you? Very few IM me that I don't recognize.
Sleep with stuffed animals? nope. never been on a safari.....
Talk to people even though you hate them? Yes, as a born and bred Brit I have no choice but to be polite for awhile to people.
Drive? nope
Like to drive fast? depends on road conditions. I like speed, but not stupidity.

WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
- - - - -
Liked your voice? Never really thought about since the audio work in K/W
Hurt yourself? yup - annual visits to the hospital, skewered foot (twice), meeat slicing machine accident....but no boken limbs oddly.
Been out of the country? Born - England. Visited - France, Germany, U.S., Quebec (does that count as a separate country yet ?),Scotland, Ireland.
Been in love? Just finished a 5 year relationship. I hope we where in Love for some of it.
Done drugs? Hasn't this question been asked already ??
Gone skinny dipping? An inability to swim kind of prevents this from being a 'smart' thing for me to do. I don't mind watching though
Had a medical emergency? yup - no ambulance though but pretty scary chest pains.
Had a surgery? yes - when I was a kid
Ran away from home? Not intentionally. Parents thought I had due to how late I was getting in *the next day*.......
Played strip poker? no challenge in most cases, plus not the right mixture of people.
Gotten beaten up? Anyone who says they haven't is likely lying.
Beaten someone up? Does hospitalized count ?
Been picked on? def'ly
Been on stage? on, off, under, behind.....then there's the cast parties....heh.....
Slept outdoors? yes
Pulled an all-nighter? for a variety of topics and reasons yes.
If yes, what is your record? 4 days - collapsed in the late morning.
Gone one day without food? heck - 3 days. No job sucks.
Talked on the phone all night? yeah
Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?
Yes, too many times too count. I can be trusted apparently <shrug>
Slept all day? yeah. Best way to avoid the summer heat - sleep right through it.
Made out with a stranger? yup. I miss the old bar somedays....
Had sex with a stranger? if you mean one night stand then yes.
Thought you're going crazy? been there, done that, bought the t-shirt.
Kissed the same sex? yes
Been betrayed? of course. at least, it felt that way.
Had a dream that came true? don't know - only remember nightmares.
Broken the law? most definately - again, no evidence exists.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? Yes.
On purpose? Does the frog in high school count ?
Been on radio/tv? radio no, tv yes.
Been in a mosh-pit? only before it started as a crew for the show.
Had a nervous breakdown? don't remember. never been locked up though.
Considered religious vocation? Good god no .
Bungee jumped? no.
Had a dream that kept coming back? Only a nightmare.

CLOTHES
- - - - -
Shoe brand? whatever I like that fits, and doesn's cost 1/2 a months rent
Brand of clothing? whatever fits
Cologne/perfume? nope
Wear hats? seasonal. sometimes a cap in the winter
Judge other people by their clothing? try not to - except for the some of the brainless zombies of the teenage & preteen crowd that are trying to 'be individual' like EVERY other person.....Goth is not what you where kiddies - it's how you feel and think.
Wear make-up? not in a long time
Favourite place to shop? where I work oddly enough
Favourite article of clothing? my scorpion necklace
Are you trendy? def'ly not
Would you rather wear a uniform to school? Not in school anymore

BELIEFS
- - - - -
Believe in life on other planets? Mathematically yes.
Astrology? somewhat
Magic? def'ly. does depend somewhat on what you define as Magick
God? does he beleive in me ?
Santa? no
Ghosts? yes - seen one. Anyone else ?
Luck? yes
Love at first sight? sometimes
Witches? if you mean Wiccans then yes
Easter bunny? only the Trix rabbit in my world.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? I don't really beleive in forever. But as far as the future can be seen by both parties then yes.
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Nah, I'm still looking for the box of chocolates (ok, that's and OLD commercial but still...)
Do you wish on stars? yes. Orion has always been in the sky when I need him.

DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
- - - - -
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? Ask me in peson - I love this kind of question/.
Do you think God has a gender? depends on the God
Do you believe in organized religion? unfortunately it beleives in us.
Where do you think we go when we die? lot's of theories - my jury is still out on this one.

LOVE, and all that
- - - - -
Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? hell no. I just wonder how many more of these I'll answer before getting erally inventive
Do you consider love a mistake? If it is Love, then No. Nothing is ever a mistake as all events can be learned from.
What do you find romantic? intimacy. Not necessarily the physical kind, but someone that is comfortable around me, as I am around them and some privacy. Even if talking is the only thing going on. Sometimes, peole need that.
Turn-on? eyes, hair, body posture and comfort - and the standard guy package of chest, legs, and ass. In fact, this answer is close to the right order as well for me.
Turn-off? certain fetishes like water-sports & extreme heat
First kiss? I can't remember that far back. Sorry.
If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? flattered if a woman asked me, confused if a guy asked me.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?
I prefer to know a few details at least. It gives me something to think about for conversation. If I din't want to talk to this person it wouldn't be a date but a "hey, nice shose wanna fuck?" situation.
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? absolutely
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? dont really know
What is best about the opposite sex? the smell and taste <ahem...cough>
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? They're hopeless at explaingin themselves in ways we understand.
Do you read porn? Wait - there's words ?
Read the articles? aha..so there are words then ! I must research this at length. Yes, lots of reading ahead....
What's the last present someone gave you? I still haven't gotten my christmas stuff from my family
Are you in love? No. But their are people I think about daily.
What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? Take a mental picture for later....research.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
- - - - -
That haunted you? I couldn't tell you the ghosts name.
You wanted to kill? I leave the killing to the free-agents. I beleive in out-sourcing but noone lately has been worth the fees.
That turned you on? There's a couple but I'm not telling. Yet.
That you thought about? My co-workers, and some of the people I email.

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RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
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Are you going out? no - it's almost 5 in the morning
What are you wearing right now? tshirt and shorts.
What are you worried about right now? finances, and upcoming party
Book you're reading? Eisenhorn trilogy - Dan Abnett (scifi)
What's on your mousepad? Promotional for VtM from White Wolf publishing.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: warm, sticky, tired, nikking, anxious
Are you bored? almost with the length of this, but I started so I shall finish.
Are you tired? almost ebough to sleep
Are you talking to anyone online? no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no
Are you lonely or content? lonely
Are you listening to music? yes


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