Saying Goodbye (for now)  

rm_creepnldy 40F
279 posts
4/14/2006 3:25 am

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5/11/2006 4:36 pm

Saying Goodbye (for now)

Saying goodbye to a friend or a lover is always hard. We really never know if we will ever see them again, and losing people really close to me taught me not to take that for granted. I am not very good at saying goodbye if I care about someone, but this morning I had to do just that. I will see him again today, but the environment is not such that I can tell him goodbye properly, so for me this morning was the goodbye (for now). I was able to maintain my composure and not let him actually see me cry... I know guys hate it when we do, though I did shed a few tears while facing away from him. The moment I walked out his door and it closed, the waterworks turned on, and I was upset with myself for crying and being a stupid girl. Although he is a friend and a lover, I shouldn't be so sad, I told myself, and I hope that I do see him again one day, soon.

Norah Jones conveys how I am feeling best with the following song (that has been playing on repeat since I got home):

"Don't Miss You At All"

"As I sit and watch the snow
Fallin' down
I don't miss you at all
I hear children playin' laughin' so loud
I don't think of your smile

So if you never come to me
You'll stay a distant memory
Out my window I see light going dark
Your dark eyes don't haunt me

And then I wonder who I am
Without the warm touch of your hand

And then I wonder who I am
Without the warm touch of your hand
As I sit and watch the snow
Fallin' down

I don't miss you at all
I don't miss you at all
I don't miss you at all"

Kisses to you all,
CLB



rm_poleforlick 51M

4/14/2006 4:42 am

Norah can certainly pull your soul into the depths of sadness, but to a place I think we all have to go sometimes.


_Safira 53F
11260 posts
4/14/2006 5:47 am

Come Away With Me, Sweetness ... Let's grab a coffee soon. *gentle hugs* Safira

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rm_madtown75 41M
17 posts
4/14/2006 11:55 am

In reading you most recent entry, the following song comes to mind. This one by one of the most poetic and soulful artists in recent years. Try this one on for size, and hold on... We've all been there, but that doesn't make it burn any less.

Hold on
Hold on to yourself
For this is gonna hurt like hell
Hold on
Hold on to yourself
You know that only time will tell
What is it in me that refuses to believe
This isn’t easier than the real thing
My love
You know that you’re my best friend
You know I’d do anything for you
My love
Let nothing come between us
My love for you is strong and true

Am I in heaven here or am i...
At the crossroads I am standing
So now you’re sleeping peaceful
I lie awake and pray
That you’ll be strong tomorrow and we’ll
See another day and we will praise it
And love the light that brings a smile
Across your face

Oh God if you’re out there won’t you hear me
I know that we’ve never talked before
Oh God the man I love is leaving
Won’t you take him when he comes to your door

Am I in heaven here or am I in hell
At the crossroads I am standing
So now you’re sleeping peaceful
I lie awake and pray
That you’ll be strong tomorrow and we’ll
See another day and we will praise it
And love the light that brings a smile
Across your face...

Hold on
Hold on to yourself
For this is gonna hurt like hell

by Sarah McLachlan.


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