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the awful truth
the awful truth
I'm amazed that people have actually looked at my blog already - over a hundred in less than a day!
I figured this blog would be little more than an exercise in me talking to myself. I've always found that writing things out clears my head. I supposed that I'd vent, analyze, hopefully not whine too much, and at the end of the day figure a few things out about me and AdultFriendFinder.
Some of the ladies commenting in the last post were sort of sympathetic to my frustrations. Arggh! Sympathy is the last thing I want. So I'm smart and sensitive and so on, but make no mistake - I'm here to get fucked, not to find that-someone-special.
I think I already know my biggest drawback in getting some - I'm married and want to cheat. Yeah, ladies, you can tune me out now - I'm just another bad dog. I supposed I could keep that a secret and greatly improve my chances, but I don't think I could manage that. I have to be really discrete, and the timing of my opportunities are very limited. I'll go more into my "mitigating circumstances" in future posts.
I've pinned my hopes on the idea that someone, somewhere out there in the greater Bay Area is in a similar situation: "trapped" in a sexually unsatisfying marriage and looking for someone to have a short-term fling with. The odds aren't good, but they also aren't non-existent.
Funny though. I've actually succeeded three times in the past in this quest, all arranged via internet but all before I joined AdultFriendFinder. Two of these encounters were initiated via newsgroups (alt.sex.personals, I think, in '96 and '98 ) and one using Craig's List (last year). I intend to write about these encounters in future posts, but for now I'll say that these three occasions were mighty fun!