still breathing..  

rm_cockmerollme 45F
1607 posts
6/1/2006 9:08 am

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6/4/2006 9:09 am

still breathing..

In ny with family. Having an ok time. Very lonely. Forgot all my friends here have real jobs and families and don't stay up until 5am.

Still trying to shake the disease that's got me sick.

A boy.

You know, I've been thru this before, so I know that it will take me years..YEARS>>to let go of the dream. I can sleep with other people and go about my life, but in my script, he will eventually come around and make me his girl.

This is Texas guy, btw.

I slept with boytoy the other night, and it felt great...i mean ..after so much time, he knows exactly where to go and what to do.
Even thought he has a girlfriend...I figure I was there first, you know?

WHATEVER!!!!I'm so tired of hearing my self prattle on and on about this crap....

More funny stuff...

So, this car I rented? It's fucking's like a small suv? a ford's so cool, and I didn't even have to upgrade!! But!

Leather seats...or pleather..or naughahide..whatever.

Now, you know how hot it was on Tuesday..yeah, it was that fucking hot the whole way home.

And when I finally stopped at a sheetz to get diet cokes and to pee...

I pulled a layer of my skin off of my thighs that is still stuck to the seat! and it hurt! People were looking at me as I'm screaming laughing trying to get out of the car\truck.

What a pisser. I have a sunroof and a 6 cd changer. And I feel way restless..

I want to be here and in Charlottesville at the same time....can I do that?

What if I drive way fast?

I am going to have a great summer....
I am going to have a great summer....


MartinMartini 37M
131 posts
6/2/2006 12:29 am

or just plain a summer in texas
it was 90 something today with about 80-90% huminty (don't care spelled wrong) it was stickie outside and has been for weeks
or you could move you friend in to a house in this wheather to

rm_cockmerollme 45F
1223 posts
6/4/2006 9:09 am

moving in the summer should be outlawed. It's cruel. And unusual.


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