Funny..I don't feel like a virgin..  

rm_cockmerollme 45F
1607 posts
6/10/2006 1:42 am

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6/13/2006 8:55 am

Funny..I don't feel like a virgin..

So I went to Confession the other night and totally spilled my guts to the priest.

It's been 20 years, but I really had to go and be forgiven for something that is unforgivable.

Well, to me it is, anyway.

And that's that.

I was serious about no more sport-fucking.

I'm not going to sleep with anyone I'm not involved with. It's not worth the risk anymore.

Not being true to myself is the worst sin I could commit.

I've proved that the fat girl can get down.

Now I want to prove that the fat girl can be loved and can love.

And get down with the man I love.

So, that's where I'm at.

I'm not looking for the easy lay, or to be the easy lay.

I deserve to be in a relationship.
I don't do discreet anymore.

Sorry to disappoint you.
Any of you..
All of you...
None of you..?


LET'S GO METS!!!


rm_JCeaser 46M
25 posts
6/10/2006 3:51 am

I hope you find what you are looking for. You certainly deserve a good man that will treat you right.


rm_cockmerollme 45F
1223 posts
6/10/2006 5:24 am

Thanks.

LET'S GO METS!!!


rm_cockmerollme 45F
1223 posts
6/10/2006 3:37 pm

From your lips to the Godesses ears!

LET'S GO METS!!!


rm_cockmerollme 45F
1223 posts
6/10/2006 10:24 pm

Yeah...I'll still be here...

I'll just be talking about the search, and how to not backslide...

..I hope I don't backslide!

LET'S GO METS!!!


noordinarychic2 48F
242 posts
6/11/2006 4:08 pm

Been where you are darlin....be prepared for a lot of horny nights with B.O.B. -- but deciding to stop sport-fucking....in the long run....pays off....you question yourself a lot --especially on those nights when you give just about anything for a good long fuck.! But here's to you ! and hey if you backslide (i did).....you just chalk it up to the moon and move on!! and btw...fat girls -- cause no one will ever call me skinny!!......we've got the personality!! btw...i love your blogs.... NOC2


rm_cockmerollme 45F
1223 posts
6/11/2006 8:27 pm

Thank you!

Oh, I have the will to drive myself to orgasm just touching my belly.

I'm really happy with my decision.

I mean, I'm going to be 35 this year...35!!

Too old to be worrying about when this guy is gonna get up, get dressed and get the hell out!

Too old to be sleeping with almost married men..just because I can..not because of love, or even lust.

Just to prove I can.

How fucked up is that?

I am starting to see a therapist to find out why I feel the need to do things like this, but until then, I stop the behavior.

Just stop.

LET'S GO METS!!!


noordinarychic2 48F
242 posts
6/12/2006 9:36 am

darlin i'm 37 and to this point have never done a relationship right....always started off in bed....and then back peddled to figure out what the hell i thought was so damn sexy about the guy to start with!!! anything that makes your better and stronger inside....is a good good thing...and remember......a smart sassy independent happy with her inside and her outside kind of chic....attracts the kind of man we REALLY want.......hit me up if you need some support cause i'm telling you....one of these days you'll look in the mirror and realize what you have to offer a man is truly a gift and not to be given out just cause we want some cock....and you'll smile and think like i do...i hope that poor boy is taking his vitamins and going to the gym cause he is in for the ride of his life when he finally shows up... smiles....and i'm a bit of a masturbation queen myself.....always have been....love it! so touch on darlin....!!! NOC2


skyking412004 53M
5363 posts
6/12/2006 8:58 pm

_____I'm not sure, but I think all action first comes from a decision. I think. Am I being repetitive? You may enjoy your new journey. You do realize that seeking love can open you up to a world of hurt. Your new path is harder travel than the old. (I know the old way hurt also, but at least you had the luxury of saying that you never expected it to last.) I have joy in my heart for you and I hope you find love that transcends time and space. (Will the peanut gallery please stop snickering. Thank you.)


rm_cockmerollme 45F
1223 posts
6/13/2006 8:55 am

Thanks. I think I need to clarify. Watch next post for further details...

LET'S GO METS!!!


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