An unexpected result..  

rm_cockmerollme 45F
1607 posts
12/20/2005 1:49 am

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An unexpected result..

I know that my nurse practitioner told me that taking this medication might help me lose weight, but I wasn't prepared for this. I've lost over twenty pounds, and I am not ready for this. I decided years ago that I am fat, that I would always be fat, and that's my deal, and I'm not apologizing for it. I was never one of those fat chicks who was always on a diet. I'd be the first to make my way through a case of Bud, a pizza, whatever...the whole wine, women and song production. But now, this. I just bought new jeans and already people at work have been telling me that they are falling off my ass. (and I don't even have an ass!) Worst, I'm losing my big fat tits. I'll have to buy new bras, I guess. I wish I was happier about this, but the truth is I really don't care. I'd rather wake up tomorrow and be told that I don't have this disease anymore, and that I can go back to my old way of living...but I know that's over, that I have to do the right thing. I don't want to go blind or have a heart attack and not even feel it. She even told me that if left untreated, I could lose feeling in know, my favorite place that I love so well. And frequently. So, I figure it won't be long now until I can sleep with guys who would actually take me out to a movie first..oh, that sounds sooo pathetic. I basically told the kid I'm sleeping with the same thing the other night, that by the summer, I will look much different..and his response? "I guess you will". End scene.


AlbertPrince 57M

12/20/2005 5:04 am

I wish I could lose 20 pounds

rm_cockmerollme 45F
1223 posts
12/20/2005 10:12 am

Chop off your head. Ta-da!


rm_oneeyedbob2 52M

12/20/2005 1:08 pm

well hun. since you helped me. let me help you. being big is not a super bad thing. i know until last year i was 348lbs. yep i am now down to 183lbs and i can look down and see my cock . it was hard.(not my cock losing the wieght.)lol but after a heartbreak i went into this depression that sent me into not eat anymore. so now i only eat twice maybe three times a week. at the most. i wont get it back. not only can i see my feet and other things. but they look bigger now then they did before so the worrying about my cock size went away. im ok with myself now. im just lonely as hell. and i try to hard to get a date. anyway keep losing its a great feeling when your done. and you will be ok.

rm_cockmerollme 45F
1223 posts
12/20/2005 1:20 pm

I really hope so. I just don't know what to tell my mom when I see her. I'd like her to say,"It's ok, I'm sure you will handle your diabetes like a grown-up, your Father and I love you, and we won't say another word about it..." Fat chance!(wait....


rm_oneeyedbob2 52M

12/20/2005 2:07 pm

hope is huge. anyway the fire i left burning should be very hot by now. maybe we should meet in a chat room and talk about it some more

mrsanders2 48M

12/20/2005 3:00 pm

My father-in-law went through the same thing...he ended up losing about one-third of his weight. He is doing much better now and is able to maintain without a large amount of drugs. It is something that you can control and it will become second nature.
Just remember, it's who we are on the inside that counts (cliche, I know, but true). I am sure that there are men that would have taken you out to a movie...and maybe even have foregone the sex. Just remember the people that liked being with you before your transformation. Anyone who begins to pay attention after you have changed may not be attracted to who you are, but what they believe you to be.
I'll offer to take you to a movie and dinner in Ch'ville. It is your attitude and personality that make you attractive--and after reading from your blog, I think you are one attractive woman.

timetoplayincho 56M
153 posts
12/20/2005 3:37 pm

>"Chop off your head. Ta-da!"


MartinMartini 37M
131 posts
12/20/2005 3:54 pm

i think it should take a while to get use to it and the transtion will be strange and so on
but just think about how much better you could feel
and how much more fun you will have

nightstalker172 36M
1258 posts
12/22/2005 11:14 pm

The way I see it is this...since Im losing weight myself for of course health reasons...but I dont do it for respect or to be attractive to anyone...I do it for pure physical power. I want strength and endurance...not just for the bed but for other things as well...loseing weigth and brakeing the habits that got you there is also a challenge...therefore you build mental strength as well...but thats just my take on it...I detest being fat because it is weakness...a weakness that must be purged..JMO

rm_cockmerollme 45F
1223 posts
12/23/2005 9:46 pm

See, I've never really thought of it that way. It was just part of my personality, and it hasn't held me back in any way. I have a lot of OTHER problems that make me a nutty broad, but being fat in and of itself, isn't it. Being fat doen't make me obnoxious or a bad driver, or afraid of puppets! Or....


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