I want I need  

rm_cntrycpl101 45M/50F
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1/10/2006 10:01 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I want I need

I stand here across the room from you just wishing for the courage to walk up to you to start a conversation. To find the words that will put a smile on your face. The face that I find breathtaking.

I want I need acknowledgement from you. Just a smile. A look. Something that will let me know you are open to me coming to talk to you. I am shy. I don't know how to start. Where to go. How to get there. Oh why am I like this? Why does it have to be this way?

I have tried before to talk to you but lost the courage half way across the room for fear of rejection is terrifying to me. So I turn around and walk back cursing myself. Oh why does it have to be like this? Why can't I think of the words?

Maybe you are like me? Could it be? You standing there looking at me? Wondering what words to use to express interest? Hateing your shyness? Making it half way across room thinking you have the perfect line only to lose it halfway across the room?

Do you have the same want the same need for me as I for you? Is it true? I will just tell you??? Damn it what will I say? What will I say? How will I say it? I want to say??? I need to say???


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