The Skeleton.  

rm_cant_be_true 38M
431 posts
4/14/2006 6:30 am

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4/22/2006 12:10 pm

The Skeleton.

So I feel that I need a serious post, you know one for every like 50 that I'll do on here. That was the warning, so brace yourself because I'm going to attempt not using humor for once to get me through this post.

Why did I start this blog? I have no clue at all. When I signed up on AdultFriendFinder I didn't join thinking that woman might someday have an urge to meet me (use penicilin to cure that, hey what do you want, humor is what I do). I think I just wanted to see some pictures of boobs honestly. Then I somehow ended up with a blog, still not thinking anyone would want to meet me, just to let my brain fart and read what other people think about. Well after blogging for a while I have pretty much become addicted to other people's thoughts, you people are like crack. In the good way though, not in the I'm stealing tv's in order to read your blog type of way. Just so I'm clear I don't in fact use crack, I know, bummer.

Well what's my point here? Ohh yeah, I'm being serious. Well I think the time has come for me to open up a little to my blog friends in the event that one day they might want to become my real friends.

Have you ever been in a relationship that you just wish would end but felt so dependant on the person that now wasn't the time? Sadly I'm there, I have a girlfriend. It's more of a title thing then anything else, but it's still there. Over time our relationship has not only gotten stale, but kind of disappeared, she's more of a good friend to me then a girlfriend. We almost successfully broke up last year, but what can I say we are both needy people I guess. We both know that neither of us is truely happy and it's only a matter of time before we drift apart completely, but that's where I'm at.

Just to clarify, I'm not at this site looking for a quick fuck. Although I enjoy sex, it has not and most likely never will be my main objective (and everytime I say that I have to reach down and make sure I still have a pair which I do, thank god). In fact my brain is much better at sex then my dick will ever be. This was just the disclaimer on the side package of my blog, in the event that a blog friend wants to become a real friend I come mildly attatched. I completely understand if you have no desire to meet me anymore... what you mean I had a chance? Dam stupid brain always getting in the way... But I'd rather come clean now then possibly hurt later.

Kaliedascope61 41M
4084 posts
4/14/2006 1:53 pm

Hey you said the same thing twice!

rm_cant_be_true 38M

4/14/2006 2:39 pm

Yeah I have a habit of repeating myself when I'm trying to be serious, repeating myself when I'm trying to be serious.

champagnechaser 41F
1639 posts
4/14/2006 2:52 pm

Don't you call me a crack head! I only smoke weed and pop a percocet or two on occasion with a tequilla shot chaser. And once in awhile, eh fugget it, you may be an undercover cop or suttin and i may get arrested.

NSAAddict 42F

4/14/2006 3:33 pm

Dude... I'm so crushed! All this time I can't believe you never told me, I'm so hurt. How could you have never smoked crack?? This skeleton is more than a bummer, I've lost all faith in you man, it just will never be the same. NSA

singleagain53578 46F

4/15/2006 8:30 am

Yeah it has happened to me and I actually married him. He will now be my second divorce. I knew going into it that we were just friends but I knew he could not hurt me like my first husband did. Please be honest with yourself and your g/f and do not let it get that far. Life is too short to waste on settling for something that you do not really want. Just think, by staying with her, you could be missing your Ms Perfect!

Blogging is soooo very addicting. I would have left the site long ago if it werent for these blogs!


pet_humility 48F

4/17/2006 7:46 am

In fact my brain is much better at sex then my dick will ever be.

I love a sexually orientated brain!

Vick_Demise 44M
2431 posts
4/17/2006 4:01 pm

I am crushed, I had no idea you had a girlfriend... is she hot?

I still want to be your friend... is she hot?

I got a plan to break ya'll up if you need; wait a she hot?

Hey just kidding friend, thanks for the glimpse of what's important in your life. It makes us want to be your friend even more. Yes, I have a mouse in my pocket and that's what I meant when I said "we".
I try to be funny too, only.

You can shine your shoes and wear a suit
You can comb your hair and look quite cute
You can hide your face behind a smile
One thing you can't hide
Is when you're crippled inside

mangomamiCT 41F

4/17/2006 9:38 pm

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting


I always attach song to things ,(it's a sickness I know !) but this is what I was thinking of as I read it .

and p.s. all sex starts in the mind , so you are already ahead of the rest !!!!!


4/21/2006 10:51 am

Liked your interview on Kal's. Just came by to check you out never read ya! {=}

just a squirrel trying to get a nut

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