I cannot do it............  

rm_bucfannn 61M/60F
1805 posts
6/24/2006 8:20 am

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I cannot do it............

And, don't ask me to. I would be miserable if I continued to ignore the cravings I have had for you. I tried so hard to squelch the feelings I felt, deep within the recesses of my soul, but, I wasn't successful. The lust I felt in my heart kept pulling me closer, while my mind kept screaming:


I tried for weeks and weeks to get you out of my brain. I'd get the urge to have you, but, pushed the thought away. You are too tempting. Too smooth. Too perfect.

But, I am only human. Weak? Yes. Pathetic? Most definitely.

But, when you're in love, what can you do?

I went through deep mentations. Expecting my practical side to win over a true lapse in judgement. But, it wasn't working. Not at all... I was giving in. I knew it. I could feel it. I was screwed.

When I knew my resolve had wavered:

I can honestly say I didn't crawl on my belly.

I can honestly say I didn't beg.

I can honestly say I didn't lack confidence.

I can honestly say I held my head up high.

I can honestly say my voice didn't falter.

I can honestly say I was quite proud of myself when I swallowed my pride, and said:

"One large iced caramel latte, please".

Ah yes. The very nectar of the gods. My passion. My drug of choice. Caffeine. A big jolt. Espresso. The quickest way to get it.


Iced Caramel Swirl - Dunkin' Donuts real espresso, caramel syrup and milk, topped with whipped cream and caramel drizzle!

The LATTE. The greatest invention since sliced bread. I find myself lost in my own personal nirvana, when I suck on the straw, and the cold smoothness dances along my tongue and down my throat.

Why I tried to remove this wonder from my life is of little significance now. All I know is this... I will NEVER deny myself the little pleasures of life. And, trust me on this. An Iced Caramel Swirl Latte IS a pleasure of life. My life. And I will NEVER give it up again. Not for anything. Not for anyone.

So there.

8324 posts
6/24/2006 11:37 am

Once in awhile is OK, but those have so much saturated fat and sugar.

You might as well just go order a Large Blizzard from DQ if you're going to indulge that much.

Very unhealthy.


"My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer to embrace an early death." -Tupac Shakur

rm_bucfannn replies on 6/24/2006 12:07 pm:
ahhhh Div. I won't have one every day. But, trust me, when I want one, I will have one.

Geeeeee... a blizzard from DQ sounds good right about now. Hmmmmm... so does a banana shake. Thank heavens there is a DQ riiiiiiiiiight up the street...

somethingelse40 75M
14676 posts
6/24/2006 12:56 pm

Trying to prove I could do it at least proved one thing: that I perhaps couldn't do it.

rm_bucfannn replies on 6/25/2006 6:33 am:
I'm soooooooooooo 'fused..........

somethingelse40 75M
14676 posts
6/24/2006 1:02 pm

Some things leave my list after I've done them ... others after I've abandoned hope of doing them. Sometimes the attention I get is worth the pain I inflict on myself to get it.

oldude1946 71M

6/24/2006 4:56 pm

At first I thought you were talking about a taco

Howdy to ya, from your ol buddy in the Ozarks

rm_bucfannn replies on 6/24/2006 5:07 pm:
LMAO. A taco?

Nah uh.

And aloha back, from you pal in the swamp


1Sir_Lancelot 60M

6/25/2006 8:06 pm

Everyone has their own guilty little pleasures that drive them, I guess going to Dunkin' Donuts for a LATTE isn't all that bad.

rm_bucfannn replies on 6/25/2006 8:29 pm:
considering there are other things I could be getting at Dunkin Donuts, a LOT worse. Oh fine. Now I want a bavarian cream... sigh.

rm_jami95 66M
69 posts
6/25/2006 8:54 pm

LOLOLOL....ok you really had my mind spinning in the first half of this (you know why).....your cleverness never ceases to amaze me... Blog on....

rm_bucfannn replies on 6/25/2006 9:32 pm:
Heh. I'm sure you were going... "whaaaaaaaaaaaaaat is she doooooooooooooing???"

Damn, I'm good...

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