rm_blkondemand 36M
138 posts
7/24/2006 9:54 am

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I LOVE YOU! All of you. There, I said it....

Now do you believe it? Because it seems as though you either don't think I'm capable of loving every single last one of you or you don't think I'm capable of loving YOU specifically. Its like if I don't say it right after you say it to me, it doesn't have any meaning.

Why do you feel that way? Do you think I would spend so much of my time discussing things with you that are dear to my heart? Do you think I would project hopes and even make plans to spend more time with you in the future if I didn't? After all we've been through together, you should know it already.

But don't blame me for not saying it right back to you as a reaction to you telling me. Perhaps I want to bask in the glow of knowing that you feel the way you do for a moment. Reciprocation can be a great thing, but I like to say it when it comes directly from my heart at a time when I feel it is appropriate to tell you or for you to hear based upon my feeling in that moment. Then you will undoubtedly FEEL all of its meaning and you can indeed believe its true.

So, please..........understand this. And trust in the fact that when I tell you I love you.........EVERY LAST SINGLE ONE OF YOU..........KNOW that its the truth and that I am capable of doing just that. But what I'm not capable of is JUST LOVING ONE OF YOU. Now this may be something I need to help you understand over time.



7/24/2006 1:04 pm

Had and have somewhat the same problem myself but I look at it that doesn't mean it will always be that way. Kisses {=}

just a squirrel trying to get a nut

rm_blkondemand replies on 7/24/2006 3:59 pm:
Agreed, Mo. I feel that in life we go through many seasons. Admittingly the season that I am going through now has me feeling completely empowered as an individual to persue the journey of my choices without the need for personal assistance nor assessment from anyone else. That is not to say that this season will not transition into another whereby my desires and needs may change. I just don't recognize that possibility within my current frame of intention. Thanks for stopping by, leaving your comment and the love.
{=} Back at ya!

rm_sexxikritter 52F
2715 posts
7/24/2006 8:28 pm

I much rather prefer that someone doesn't feel pressured to return those precious words. They are a gift and I say them because I truly feel them. If they are said in return, only because I have spoken them, they are not the gift I want.

rm_blkondemand replies on 7/25/2006 11:17 am:
Hey, I won't throw it away, but I feel you on that. I want them to find a creative time to say it on their own and not steal my thunder.
I love you for stopping by and leaving your comment, among other reasons of course!


7/25/2006 9:11 am

My words of expression are to Tell you that I love You, and mean it with every fiber in me/of me and to feel that Love back in return. Are do that mean I'm in Love with you. To say I love you and not feel a thing are they mere words, or when I say I love you and instantly I lose my appetite, my gut tense up to the point of being emotional, do that cross the path of Saying I am in Love with you. If so then I'm in Love.

rm_blkondemand replies on 7/27/2006 4:29 pm:
Thanks so much for stopping by and leaving your comment. But are you trying to tell me something?

rm_loneremily 33F
328 posts
7/29/2006 7:17 am

Does this mean you have a fear of commitment?

rm_blkondemand replies on 7/30/2006 4:45 am:
I fear nothing. There is no reason to fear commitment. In my opinion, people who need commitments aren't sure if they can't make it on their own or are insecure that the love they receive from another will not be sufficient if that person loves others as well. The co-dependency of committed relationship participants is served well by the commitment until one or both of the partners recovers their internal strength and realizes they indeed can stand without external support, sacrifice and the compromising of their own ideas. I am not afraid of those conflicts at all. I have drawn a tremendous amount of strength from them in the past. I just don't feel they serve my purpose in life in this season. Thanks for your question!

Damn_Dilemma 49F

7/31/2006 9:04 pm

I Love You too just not in-love with you because I gave my heart to that one person already but hate nobody tho I do have prejudiced feelings about who I like and why but LOVE comes easily to me because I'm sure I'm good at giving Love too.
Take care and Love YOU first before you love another then it gets easier {=}

rm_blkondemand replies on 8/1/2006 2:59 pm:
Agreed! Thank you for the LOVE and your comment.

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