Reflections for today  

rm_bigsexee1 41F
10 posts
4/7/2006 11:51 am

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Reflections for today

Okay guys i am unsure if i am just finding it hard to be satisfied by my current lover or if trying something different and new ruined the sex. I am so horny and for the first time in months , i have a man right next to me but i feel as though i am not getting what i want. For him to be away from me for so long and not fuck my brains out every sec, surprises me... but i guess that is why he cheated in the first place, maybe he never enjoyed sex with me, who knows. Which brings me to my thought of the day... my ultimate fantasy is to have a 3some. I want a woman to enjoy me as well as my mate however , i don't think this can happen given that he cheated before. How realistic is it for me to think that we could partake in something like and feelings of jealousy not surface for me. The funny thing is , i was never a jealous one, still I am not. But when someone violates ur trust and uses decpetion as their weapon, it is a natural reaction to the thought of them being with someone else. But at the same time , i want it for me , right now i am moist at the thought of getting to taste her, whoever she may be ... i dunno just some thoughts holla at me if you have any insight ... let's talk about it !

tazzerman2000 58M
18960 posts
4/7/2006 12:58 pm

You are correct regarding the feelings of jealousy etc. It's NOT the easiest thing to share your partner/lover with someone else. Watching as someone else fucks your guy/girl takes a HUGE amount of inner resolve, security and honesty which, and I'm sorry to be brutally frank here, it doesn't look like you two possess.

I've been in a number of 3-ways. Both MMF and MFF. Most have been with married couples. The best ones have always been with loving, secure couples who are VERY open and honest with each other and with me. The worst are the ones where one of the people is 'just' acquiescing to the others wish without really giving it a lot of thought. That way breeds animosity and eventually the relationship will be crushed under the weight of jealousy.

I wish I could paint a rosier picture for you sweetheart, really.

My suggestion would be this, find a DIFFERENT guy and a girl to fulfill your fantasy. People who you do not know and do NOT have a relationship with. Be open and honest. That way, once you've fulfilled your 'need' you CAN just walk away. No harm, no foul..

Good luck to you -tm

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rm_bigsexee1 41F

4/7/2006 2:38 pm

It's funny that u suggest someone different, cuase i wa sthinking the smae thing. I too have had threesomes FFF and MFF all of my experiences were very fun and enjoyable. I guess i still desire that same experience but i would love for my mate to join but ultimately i think you are right.. no rosy pic for me lol ! If there is no trust currently how can i expect this to work. i guess i am just banking on the fact that i am horny as a get out and can't wait to see him watch me eat a pretty chick like me out lol ! Again thanks for your insight boo !

2 posts
4/11/2006 9:19 pm

Sounds like you need to switich!!! If he doesn't do the job, seek another laborer; because, if he don't turn you on know, he want later.

dressme1968 48M
2 posts
4/23/2006 6:03 am

i would be more than happy to help u AdultFriendFinder

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