life sucks sometimes - long rant, sorry  

rm_belfast_bbw 41F
17 posts
3/3/2006 1:27 pm

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6/1/2006 3:27 am

life sucks sometimes - long rant, sorry

am annoyed with myself. its friday night, am sitting here slightly drunk and still have that little voice in the back of my head holding me back.

i hate that voice. how much alcohol does it take to get rid of it. there is being shy and there is being ridicolous. i am just way past the ridicolous at this stage.

i met someone off here over a year ago and i really really liked him. he was so so lovely. too lovely for me to keep seeing him because i was attached and he deserved better than that.

so i stopped seeing him and stopped contacting him. problem is i can't stop thinking about him. there is not a day goes by that i dont think about him. if i close my eyes i can still him, feel him, feel his hands on me. his tongue, oh what a tongue!!!!

why can't i forget about him. why can't i pluck up the courage and contact him.

who knows at this stage, but life really does suck sometimes!!!

pass me some more wine, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

oralinbelfast 48M

3/4/2006 5:33 am

Honey, if you are who I think you are, contact him, 'cos he'd love to hear from you. If not, oops! xxx

hugs4uagain 39F

3/4/2006 5:42 pm

contact him hunni some things r worth risking!

hugs xxx

G-Man2002 45M

5/27/2006 5:02 pm

Ah well not to worry girl, onwards and upwards I say!

Give me a bell and I guarantee you will never look back again!

There's plenty of new fish in the sea there and as you know it's a great big ocean out there!

Always keep your options open and you outlook positive!

Best Regards,


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