My Sexual Addiction  

rm_bakekang777 42F
102 posts
10/11/2005 8:00 am

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4/4/2006 7:17 am

My Sexual Addiction


I grew up on a religious belief that sexuality is bad or at best, a necessary evil.Its only purpose is for procreation , and if intercourse is engaged in for any other reason than this, it is a great sin, thus, celibacy is the way to sainthood.
For many years of my life, I've been searching for myself.Oftentimes lost and stumbled,frequently misled.Though Im always alone,I cant be with myself.It is during these times when I turn to sex.Dildos, porn films and magazines,online cybersex....Somehow, i didnt get satisfaction at all.It is only lately that I realised that what pushed me into this "unusual addiction" is my need to medicate emotional pain, to escape unsatisfactory situation Im having right now and the compulsive quest to satisfy my unmet emotional needs.
Sexuality in its essence is not a physical drive,even though it is where we feel its pull the most-but it involves the whole being of man.
It is the yearning for communion with our soul, our self,nature and through the union of every spirit in this universe.
Sexuality is the basic drive within each person which drives him to see unity and inner peace in his spiritual,emotional and physical aspect.
It takes us to the highest level of human experience incomparable to any joys of achievement material things can offer.The desire to be truly intimate as we fuse our soul with the other person.
Am I really a sex addict? or I am just one of the many people here who are yearning for communion and creation, to be one with another, to be accepted and be wanted?

jkt_swinger_cpl 46M/32F
1 post
10/22/2005 3:03 pm

i went or ama going the same thing....let's meet and talk and see if we click...call/sms me


This_dude_onAFF 49M
77 posts
12/6/2005 5:54 pm

"I grew up on a religious belief that sexuality is bad or at best, a necessary evil.Its only purpose is for procreation , and if intercourse is engaged in for any other reason than this, it is a great sin, thus, celibacy is the way to sainthood. . . ."

A few days ago, a friend told me that some Native Americans actually seprated themselves during sex with a deerskin that had a hole in it. My reply was that I'm surprised that wasn't adopted by some of the conservative people who later came to this continent.

(I'd never heard of any Native Americans doing that, but this person I know seems pretty well-informed. I am going to look into it more--not that I find the practice appealing.)


This_dude_onAFF 49M
77 posts
12/6/2005 5:55 pm

"I grew up on a religious belief that sexuality is bad or at best, a necessary evil.Its only purpose is for procreation , and if intercourse is engaged in for any other reason than this, it is a great sin, thus, celibacy is the way to sainthood. . . ."

A few days ago, a friend told me that some Native Americans actually seprated themselves during sex with a deerskin that had a hole in it. My reply was that I'm surprised that wasn't adopted by conservative people who later came to this continent.

(I'd never heard of any Native Americans doing that, but this person I know seems pretty well-informed. I am going to look into it more--not that I find the practice appealing.)


gelibasah 42M
8 posts
3/2/2006 12:38 am

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