Never Ending  

rm_atstepchild 40M
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8/11/2006 9:04 am

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8/11/2006 9:10 pm

Never Ending


I have to go to work soon, which means meeting up with one of the other reps and going to Tiffin, like 2 + hours away. He talks money and commitments, and I do the technical stuff. I can only hope to get back at a decent hour, since there is a very good chance I will be going out to a club tonight to meet the girl I had hoped to meet a couple of nigts ago. She is dancing tonight, so my friend and I are planning on seeing her there. I have to hurry back though since she works the early shift, 4-10.

The married woman I've been talking to has been awful quiet lately. I called her last night since I hadn't heard from her in a week. She seemed to have changed her mind about us seeing each other or even talking. She claimed she has just been doing a lot of thinking lately. I'm sure this means second thoughts, which does not surprise me. I would not want her to do anything she was not comfortable with, and I don't think she's ready to do much that may be cheating. I'm not really looking for that either. As I told her before, she is like a carrot on a string, but it's my carrot on the string. Even if she just wants to keep talking as friends, I would be fine with that. Most of my friends are female and most of them have BF's or are married, so it would be no big difference to me.

I just have to wait to see what other little quirks life has in store for me.

Right now, I have 3 women who can't stand my fashion sense and are begging me to take them out shopping so they can redo my wardrobe. Most of the time now, I reach in, grab a shirt and grab a pair of pants. As long as I have a shirt and pants on, I consider it an ok outfit.

MsBehavinGal 49

8/11/2006 10:01 am

Does it really matter how we dress? "fashion sense." Its totally society ... Dare to be different and stay that way.

Your finding women to connect "WITH YOU" your life style and tastes.
If a female see's the need to try and change your appearance (whether good or bad) too me it sounds like she is only looking out for her needs and not yours. Who knows?? If you change 'cause the woman wants you too dress differently ... you might miss out on someone who likes you just the way you are.

Take Care


rm_atstepchild 40M

8/11/2006 9:10 pm

Thank you for your support, MsBehavinGal.
I've argued the point for years that if the woman is worried about my fashion sense, then she is completely missing my personality. I know that my first impressions are often (but sometimes) not the greatest, but those who get to know me, find that that I grow on them. I am incredibly loyal to my friends, and they to me. Too often, it ends up with me being loyal, and them taking advantage of that, but I will not give up on giving the benefit of the doubt.


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