rm_art_persists 51M
1120 posts
1/14/2006 5:14 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


Yes, everyone, I'm really fucking excited...
My best friend has been gone for two weeks and I've been missing her deeply. I've been a little manic and crazy without her. She's extremely precious, wonderful, kind, funny, beautiful and loving. I can't help but love her immensely. My best friend is my 2 1/2 year old daughter. The best part is that she loves me no matter what... It's cool.

My daughter was with her mother in Southern California (visiting Nana Puppy) and then to Victoria BC (Auntie Tracy - who has a kitty, which makes her really cool).

A year ago I would have been totally excited to see my ex-girlfriend returning along with my daughter: we would definitely be having some good get together again sex. And I am glad to see her returning but I can't help but feel a little sad because she is now my "ex". I still love her and miss her tremendously: she used to be my best friend. Now my daughter is taking that place.

I miss having a lover and a friend: I miss everything about her. All that I can do is bake her a birthday cake, give her a bouquet of flowers and let her know I still love her with my actions (words not allowed)

__Huntress__ 55M/57F

1/19/2006 3:58 am

This is a wonderful post ... and instantly brought a smile to my face ... I used to tell my ex-husband that some "little girls" will spend their lives looking for their dads in other men ... I asked him to always make sure he set a good example ... it would seem, at least by what is written in this post ... that you have done that for your daughter ... it is a gift ... she will look for the best of you in the best of them ...


rm_art_persists 51M
1789 posts
1/19/2006 4:44 pm

Huntress: I can only hope...

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