An unfullfilled need  

rm_aprylc 38F
11 posts
7/20/2005 11:14 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

An unfullfilled need

I'm beginning to rethink this whole submissive thing that I've been wanting to happen so bad. Not because I don't still have the need in me, but because tonight the second person I have looked to in a Dominant role didn't work out. He was someone that lives very close to me that I have chatted with online for about a month. The last week he went missing and I knew something was up and tonight he told me that he could never be what i wanted him to be. We are both new to D/s and I really liked the idea of learning and exploring together, but he doesn't want that anymore. He has a "normal" girlfriend, that bothered me from the start, but I was willing to overlook that because i thought our experiences together could have really been fulfilling for us both. Now he just simply said he is not willing to ever meet IRL because he doesn't want to lose his girlfriend.

I am glad he told me now, but I can't continue the online relationship with him. It's just not fulfilling enough to know I will never serve him in the flesh. I want to be his friend and continue talking to him but I don't know if I will ever be able to step out of the D/s mind-set I have for him if I do that. I guess I'll just be taking it one day at a time.

But in the meantime, it has scared me off of letting myself fall for someone else in that way.

sxaddct3 62M

8/18/2005 11:14 am

Hello, The best thing I could tell you was to not give up on what you are wanting. The key here is to find the right person for you..I have met several submissives myself, and most of them are married to other people that do not have a clue that they are in the lifestyle...good luck on you hunt to be fulfilled

rm_toro608 37M
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12/5/2005 8:13 pm

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