I'm Baaaaack!  

rm_annloo 38F
76 posts
7/25/2005 9:35 pm

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I'm Baaaaack!

Well.... I'm back around AdultFriendFinder again.....I don't really know for how long though. Not really looking for a strictly sexual relationship anymore.... and well..... I'm going through a bit of a mess with someone who I want a relationship with.... Well.... at least I thought I did.... I'm not so sure anymore.... It's a thoroughly messed up situation and his feelings for me seem to change day to day.
Basically he has put me through the wringer. Broken my heart repeatedly.... Yet I still love him. And now he's looking for others on here right now.... So.... I guess maybe it is time for me to move on. Emotions stink ya know that? After everything I have been through with him... I still love him.... immensely.... and wish things could work out between us.
I'm thinking I must have some serious self esteem issues. After being torn apart.... I should think enough of myself to want to move on, shouldn't I? Or could it be that I'm seeing more there between us..... looking past the bad stuff......

Hmm..... I'm naive.......
But.... I might be around here for a while.... i miss some of my old AdultFriendFinder buddies.

nightstogether 56M

7/26/2005 1:42 am

Move on. Don't just say you're thinking about it because if he's looking for others here then he's already moved on and left you behind. Either that or you're going to be a fallback in times of sexual famine for him, and do you want that?

Move on!

private-intellectual (.de)

rm_talldarkavg1 105M
10172 posts
7/26/2005 1:42 pm

Hang in there. Look in the mirror daily and repeat..."I deserve the best. Nothing less."

If that doesn't work, have a beer.

[blog talldarkavg1]

rm_PeanutJackie 36F
1286 posts
9/18/2005 12:10 pm

annloooooooooo, i miss youuuuuuuuuuu *MUAHZ* babygirl. You and I have some major catching up to do! You know where to find me

"I am beautiful no matter what you say, words can't bring me down. So don't you bring me down today."

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