A Tribute  

rm_ann1111a 66F
25 posts
2/24/2006 7:44 am

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A Tribute

I met Larry six years ago. I had already been through one bad marriage, a marriage where he had turned away from me, My life was empty of any romance...and the love was gone. We divorced. I finally found a great guy...fell in love, married ....and then it started all over again. He treated me like a child, not a woman. I became cold to him, almost to the point of shunning all his advances to me. I just got tired of it...fed up...and left him.

And then Larry found me. We had met on line...and of all places...on World Play...and played gin. We hit it right off, playing against each other.....and became friends. We talked about everything. And then it developed into more....The next year and a half found each of us wanting each other...more and more of each other. The cybering and the hot phone sex became more heavier and hotter each day.

And I shared something with him...about the time I had been by two older boys. We talked about it for weeks...each time more and more of my true feelings surfacing. And then I understood...I remembered things that had been locked away...blocked from my thoughts for years. I know now that the act had excited me....turned me on more than I had thought possible. It made me hot.

He was able to show me....explain to me... how that terrible act had brought out my true feelings.....the feelings that I had kept within me...not knowing...for years. He would just mention something when we talked...like.."have you ever thought what it would be like with a woman"...and just leave it at that...not mention it again...let my thoughts bring up visions of myself being with another woman. He would do that every time we talked...hinting here...dropping a word or a phrase there. Making me think...making me realize the possibilities. Finding myself...finding out that I was this warm woman...not cold like I had imagined myself to be. A woman that enjoyed...no... needed sex...hot, passionate sex. He taught me many things though the years. He showed me how to love....how to enjoy sex and my own body....and how to embrace everyone in my life.

We had not talked as much...and we seemed to be drifting apart...and the calls were less frequent..and far between. I went back to my husband then...and now the calls were to a point of non-existant. And then....out of the blue...we started talking more again the last two years. He told me he had been ill...but never told me how bad it was. He passed away on the 6th of September, last year....leaving this world of ours for a much better place. I didn't find out til the 25th .. It hurt me...I couldn't understand why he never told me he was so ill...why he had left me alone for such a long time......

He left me for a reason...to let me be on my own...to face my new found sexuality...to learn...to fly. I had asked him if it was hard for him to do that...He said that it had been very hard....the hardest thing he had done. It was such a loss....this smart and caring man....not just for myself....but for all those he helped. You have a very special place in our hearts.

ThankYou Larry
For saving me


BraveOcherWhose 61M  
29 posts
2/27/2006 3:05 pm

to be so open....and to share something so intimate.....such a special woman indeed....the care you show for all comes forth...i feel so fortunate to discover more about you with each passing day...

rm_solystis 70M
167 posts
3/3/2006 1:53 am

would sure like to be friends

2 posts
3/6/2006 6:32 am

It sounds as if you are spreading your wings, Ann. Enjoy the flight and soar far and high!

rm_VERITAS731 76M

3/6/2006 10:24 pm

Thank you. I lost my wife just over a year ago. It had been a stormy marriage, she had difficulty with truth and reality and had been disabled for the last 12 years. . . an angry sexless marriage. Onlu in the past few months have I let go of the sorrow and pain. Your tribute helps

sexyariesgirl 57F

3/11/2006 3:24 am

What a wonderful tribute! We all have people who come into our lives for a reason....some stay for only a short time.....but we are always blessed by the time we share with them. Thank you for reminding me of that.

Power To FOK

rm_sam19423 74M
18 posts
2/29/2008 3:32 pm

hi ann sory for your los not much elce to say werds do not help only time walter

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