I'm such a chicken  

rm_ahmish 38F
13 posts
8/25/2005 8:18 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I'm such a chicken

I'm not sure if this worked the last time I tried to post it, so here we go again. Ever since I;ve been on this site - I have been amazed at how people can just meet somewhere and go at it after knowing eachother for 5 minutes. I'm not saying there is anything wrong with that at all - it's just so foreign to me. Don't get me wrong - I have thouroughly enjoyed my membership thus far. I love the emails, instant messages, even phone calls... But tonight I have plans to take it to the next level. Whether I actually go through with it or not is a whole other question. What frustrates me is that this nervousness & borderline fear I have about meeting him. I've been talking to him for a while, and I think he's getting frustrated with me. I've put off meeting him forever - well because he seems very experienced and worldly and confident. And, well, I'm not. I just have this vision in my head about people on this site being very sexually competent and extremely talented in bed and able to sleep with someone one night and both forget about eachother the next. I would like to think of myself as all of those things, but I'm not. I would love to be - that's part of the reason I joined this site. But, I don't know if it will ever happen. Then again is that a good or a bad thing? I'm just so scared that I will feel like the JV player trying out for a scholarship and everyone is gonna laugh at me. Oh well, I guess it doesn't really hurt to give it a shot. But.... Whatever happens happens I guess. Wish me luck.

letigre1974 42M

8/25/2005 9:50 am

Best of luck tonite...que sera sera, etc., and all that. As for the experienced partners, it is was it is, and regardless of your modesty(which I'm sure your just fine), but tonite you might get to experience something you haven't before that you can use the next time. I managed all right last friday, wish you could of made it. At anyway, have a great time.


8/25/2005 3:07 pm

I always afraid when I contact someone on the site. Even ones with pics. It may be fake, they may be a freak, or they might have a 300# gorilla waiting for me around the next corner. Really though, there are many more men who are real on this site then women. And the men, I'm sure are 90% talk, but only 10%. I'm sure you have nothing to worry about...Ben.

letigre1974 42M

8/31/2005 9:18 am

Hey, heading through G.I. today on my way to Denver, wanted to know if you were up for a drink. Hello Labor Day weekend. How you doin?

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