days off kinda suck sometimes  

rm_abutoo2 44M
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6/15/2006 8:40 am

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6/19/2006 11:02 am

days off kinda suck sometimes

Well, I had a crazy night last night. No doubt about it. Then I wake up and once again I'm alone in my home. One thing that sucks about having to get up at 2:30 for work every morning is that even on my days off I'm up by 6 or so.
So... what to do? start the wash, run 3 or 4 miles. Back to the hacienda.
Coffee... flavored coffee. A day off is made for some good coffee. Breakfast... mmm. Meat, potatoes, eggs. Great thing to cook a hot meal. Nobody here to share it though. Damn. Go next door, invite my neighbor over, but she's got trouble with a mutual friend she's trying to help out. Damn, no company. Call a buddy or two, but kind of hard seeing that most of the people I know are at work on a Thursday.
No, I'm not always off during the week. I work a 6 day week. Which means I have a weekend off every 6 weeks. Kinda sucks sometimes, but it pays the bills.
Now what? mmmm, blog for a bit... yup, that's what I'm doing now. Blogging. Ok, now, off to the gym. At noon I'll meet a few of my buddies for an hour or so. And then? oh hell. Think I'll go and yank my son out of day care and take him swimming. I'm going to miss being able to do that when they move. Oh well, that's life right? Enjoy the time you have today and try not to worry too much about the difficulties that tomorrow may bring.

Then what? oh hell, who knows. Night's open for whatever comes up. Maybe I'll get a hook up with a nice lady. Maybe not. Sure would be nice to find the "one." To be honest, I'm tired of worrying about the "one." I'm out to have a great time. No strings attatched until they grow there by themselves. But cooking breakfast for myself sucks. Cooking dinner for myself sucks. Watching movies alone a lot sucks. Most of this is due to my work schedule, the other is due to living alone. I can't even have a dog in this house. LOL. No wonder I like to get out a lot.
Now my life is one of freedoms. Freedom for me and freedom for everyone in my life. Funny how one day I woke up and decided that it doesn't matter what anyone else does in this world. Just what I do. I claim no ownership on anyone. Not really easy come easy go, but judge not, laugh often, and enjoy myself whenever I can within the limits of safety, lol.
Damn but I'm in a wierd ass, introspective mood today.
Happy blogging to all of you in blogville. May your day be one of beautiful suprises. Watch out for that angel that's got your back. And don't forget to smile at the children and pet the animals.

rm_Tas4u2 61M
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6/16/2006 6:07 pm

LIfe could be a whole lot easier if you have someone to share it with that has the same interests.

sweetpea442 54F

6/18/2006 5:28 pm

I Have those days off too. I work early mornings, yours eyes open early and you don't have to go to work. I roll around in the bed til sunrise, go out side and water my plants right after the the sun is up . wake up the birds. lol

rm_abutoo2 replies on 6/19/2006 12:55 am:

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