Musings for Monday but only on Sunday  

rm_abutoo2 44M
708 posts
8/6/2006 3:44 pm

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Musings for Monday but only on Sunday

So... the big day is coming and tomorrow night I get to say good bye to my little one. I can't help but wonder if I'll ever see my little man again. I know that you're all gonna say "sure, man you'll see him however often you want to make it happen." Sure I will, but everything is not up to me.
Even when I do get to see him again I know that he'll not be the 4 year old that's leaving now. I'll get to miss his spur of the moment hugs and the always gonna melt my hearts "I love you dada."
I'll get to miss his cocksure little attitude. I don't care what I tell him, he's gonna look at me and say "no really, it's ok... we can do it this way." Nod his head, and do it his way. What can you do? lol
Now, on another side note I've actually given my blog address to a woman that I don't know all that well. Have any of you ever given your blog address to someone that you know in real life? I hope that she takes the time to read around the blogs. That way she can learn we're all not mindless pervs. We're just people who're open about it for the most part. (ok, ok.... I'll admit I typed that last sentence just for her! )
So, everyone throw a big hello to her and for god sakes put on your clothes! purrykitty2 close yer legs sweety, Marathonman45202 put it away buddy, company's coming! Magahee77 just be yourself buddy.

talk to y'all tomorrow (probably with tears in my eyes cause I'll have said goodbye to the boy then)


Addy19742 42F

8/6/2006 4:03 pm

, , , , hugs to you! I will try to pull myself together as to not scare the RL lady. LOL


rm_abutoo2 replies on 8/6/2006 6:03 pm:
thanks addy we don't wanna run her off on her first visit, lol

OboesHonedIambs 62F

8/6/2006 4:33 pm

*sniffle* I'm feeling for you. Wish there was something to say to make you feel better, but there isn't. I hope you're able to see him as often as you can! *hugs*

And yes, I've sent a friend my url here.

Instant Human -- Just Add Coffee


rm_abutoo2 replies on 8/6/2006 6:04 pm:
oh heck, don't feel sorry for me God's going to look out for all of us. Thanks for the hug

MYTIME652 51F

8/6/2006 8:28 pm

Thinking about you and sending warm thoughts and hugs your way for tomorrow and however long as you need them. Oh and I've got my clothes on and my legs are crossed as I'm typing this.


rm_abutoo2 replies on 8/7/2006 12:33 am:
good girl

sassy1296 51F

8/7/2006 7:26 am

Hugs sweetie. I will be thinking of you all day and will be here with open arms to give you a hug if you need it. I will try and behavce around your new friend to the blogs. Ok I said try... sometimes it is hard to be a good girl.


rm_abutoo2 replies on 8/7/2006 7:18 pm:
thanks for the hugs sassy, I needed em today

MWWwantmore 51F

8/7/2006 12:35 pm

Good luck to you! Its tough to watch them go but I know you will find a way to stay in touch!



I'll have a cafe, mocha, vodka, valium latte to go please!

Good girls go to heaven.....bad girls go down!!


rm_abutoo2 replies on 8/7/2006 7:18 pm:
webcam and internet. I'll still be his dada

marathonman45202 53M
6640 posts
8/9/2006 8:51 am

I'm working on it!


rm_abutoo2 replies on 8/9/2006 9:31 am:
At least paint a happy face on it or something

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