She s not doing too well....  

rm_XxXbutterfly 50F
112 posts
10/3/2005 9:28 pm

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She s not doing too well....

the extra strength chemo is making her real sick now . Its getting harder on her ... I dont want this to happen to her .. please ... just make it go away ..

* I've updated this post to add this picture of my mom and my grandma ( my dads mom who is 86 yrs. old) .. we went to brunch for my dads birthday sept 20, 2005) .. I wish you could know them .. they are everything good that i am without the bad. my warmth and compassion and "real" ness comes from knowing them ... When they leave this place , we will have lost ... a lot.
My throats hurting from trying not to cry so I m gonna quit writing and let the tears come. Ya know , I cant picture- pictures without them .. Im beginning to feel afraid.

chubbyncchick 41F
16 posts
10/3/2005 11:36 pm

I don't know you from Adam, but you'll be in my thoughts and prayers tonight. Even if you're not the kind of person that prays...

I had an aunt and uncle that went through the horrors of chemo for 7 straight years. One did it, got off it, then the other went. It was an ugly viscious cycle.

I may not know exactly what your going through, but I feel I can relate to a certain point. No words comfort right now, so I'll just offer an ear and a shoulder. If you need to scream, vent or cry feel free to contact me.

rm_sharksnsails 46M
738 posts
10/4/2005 12:18 am

My prayers for you and your mom.
I liked your blog, and can tell how close you are to her.
good luck.

wyvernrose 38F
3895 posts
10/4/2005 12:43 am

all you can do is be there for her through it


Nastyblkman65 67M
19 posts
10/4/2005 7:01 pm

I'm with you baby, what ever you want from me to help you see her through. My prayers are with her.

Nastyblkman65 67M
19 posts
10/6/2005 7:41 am

I hope and pray that your Mom is doing better today. I prayed hard for her last night and will do so today. You must stay strong Baby and keep your chin up. Change is going to happen and you must stay strong to go through the change. I am hear for you, if you need a shoulder to cry on or just someone to bounce your anger off of, I am here for you.
God Bless,

RailBaron2 54M

10/7/2005 7:23 pm

I know the pain your going through, You'llbe in my thoughts & Prayers

warmandsexy52 64M
13164 posts
10/9/2005 3:45 pm

Luanne, my thoughts and prayers. warm xx

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