CT results ...crows.... and stress tests....  

rm_XxXbutterfly 50F
112 posts
9/15/2005 4:49 pm

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CT results ...crows.... and stress tests....

and there were two... ravens I mean.... same day of the week a week in between...same routine .. getting back from driving my daughter to school.. (and my right arm is working so far so good.... and my head is done killing... yahoo.. that sucked!!!) first there was one black crow then there was two.. dont know where they go the rest of the week though?? its kinda cool... kinda creepy....kinda uneducated ... but hey .. im only calling it as I see it. .. and then there were two.

My moms ct results came in... it hasnt moved into any other major organs .. YAAAAHHHOOOOOO! we havent gotten her cancer count yet. but im celebrating every small step and extra day of the way.... She had her "non stress" test.. (heart test ) to determine if she can withstand any more chemo... see ovarian cancer once it has gotten to a certain point in this day and age so far at least ... is not cureable... or i should say has not been yet.. so its a constant regimen of tests and treatments .. hers responded to treatment then came back : with a vengenance the doctor said . well a body can only handle so much poison which is what chemo is ... and then all those chemicals tear the body up ... real bad on the peripheral vascular system .. veins arteries ...the stuff that all those chemicals go racing tbrough... you probably know all this stuff so I dont know why Im being informative to a fault ..ILL STOP OK. ? .. the big big big big question ... is can my moms heart and veins and stuff take any more chemo ? she had her heart test today.. I want the results and I dont want the results .... part of my job was doing those tests with the cardiologist at the hospital ... and I am so so so so so glad my aunt went with my mom today .... I wouldnt even want to overhear the doctor and staff talking between themselves .. id be thinking their tallking about my mom ... etc etc . you get the picture... My moms a trooper... I just got off the phone with her and she sounds better then she has in a couple weeks. The worry and wait has got to be soooo hard for her .... She almost didnt go ahead with the heart test... remember? well she did it .. its a done deal and a matter of waiting for those results . If you have an extra minute today do you think youd mind doing what ever it is you do to send well wishes a persons way to my mom... I mean , i know where we're ultimately headed... but arent we all anyways? and well ... If a whole bunch of people send positives her direction its bound to touch something .. and someone .. before bouncing off of her . and continueing on ...... it cant hurt right ? thank you ..

I enrolled my son in a better school today .. when I got to the "in case of emergency contact" part i paused .... then wrote my moms name in the space.. I dont want her to be bothered thats for sure.. but shes the only one I have .. i was glad the principal of the school was ready to meet with me right then ... )


warmandsexy52 64M
13164 posts
9/15/2005 6:02 pm

My hopes & prayers are with your mom, sweet butterfly, and with you too. My partner had cancer (and survived) and I know the heartache you must be going through.

On crows etc. Does the folklore apply - "One for sorrow, two for joy." I hope so.


rm_XxXbutterfly 50F

9/16/2005 3:17 am

me too...


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