There... Another Sweet Day  

rm_TwiztedCharm 56M
231 posts
10/16/2005 12:54 am

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There... Another Sweet Day

There seems to be something that happens to a woman's heart when given a card on sweetest day. Almost seems to me as though it works like a key.

Later I'll finish this post with a summery of my day. It was good and I grew a little wiser. Must be the moon.

I said I would give a recap here's what happened.

I sent the email card to my former lover and received a phone call to thank me for the thought and ask if I could go with her to shop for a used car (she knows nothing about cars except how to drive them and that they are more frustrating than men when they don't perform properly.) I am trying to let go of any anger and get past this so I decided to help. It gave us time to say some of the things that should have been said before it got bad.

We spent the morning looking at cars for her and by 2 were starved so I offered to buy lunch. She accepted, we talked, we drank, we drank even more and after lunch went and played pool and drank even more. We had a good time out together and I was back at my house by 10.

It was here that she opened up and revealed her emotional pain. I listened while she cried and held her until she fell asleep. There was no sex. That would have ruined all progress. I do love her soul and hope that she finds peace.

We were lovers for a moment but with "GODS" help we will be friends for a lifetime. My lesson from this sweetest day............ If you truly love something, you have to be able to set it free.


10/16/2005 6:06 am

Charm, You hold the key card or not.

rm_TwiztedCharm 56M
456 posts
10/16/2005 11:11 am

Sasha.... you have very good insight....definately not the average 26 yr.old.

I wish I could only know when I hold it and the right time to play it.I need and love harmony so when things get ot of balane I hurt, the more out of balance the more I hurt. Thanks for your comments, they make me think to find my answers.exactly the kind of therapy I need.

rm_magnet4u22 49F
18406 posts
10/20/2005 9:36 pm

and, the end to that saying is....."if it is meant to be yours, it will come back to you..."


rm_TwiztedCharm 56M
456 posts
10/21/2005 4:48 am

mag honey.... sometimes just the end is for the best....I actually was thinking about setting my spirit free, it was lost in her for too long.

leona_lilly 45F
3 posts
10/23/2005 5:01 pm

The relationship ended a long time ago for me. I just realized that I had to be a cunt to get you to understand that. I hope you are moving forward. I think it would be best if we only see each other from time to time, so you can move forward.

rm_TwiztedCharm 56M
456 posts
10/23/2005 7:58 pm

I am dealing with it and moving forward. I know that oneday you will seewhat you lost.

rm_TwiztedCharm 56M
456 posts
10/23/2005 8:02 pm

I am dealing with it and moving forward. I know that one day you will see what you lost.

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