Middle age crisis in progress  

rm_TwiztedCharm 56M
231 posts
9/14/2005 6:06 pm

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Middle age crisis in progress

I'm new to this and having a hard time dealing with getting older which should come naturally but has been very hard on myself because each October I still celebrate my 17th birthday. In this blog I am going to share some events in my life since this mental process took control of my mind and shook my world apart. I hope to gain some insight from others as to why ageing is so hard to accept and why we all want to stay young forever. To be honest my youth wasn't that great.
I would like to thank a friend for all her help and just being there when I needed a shoulder.

You are a very special woman.

Through reading this blog you will get to know me and if lucky, I will too.

I'll start by posing the question, Why do men in their 40's suddenly have an overwhelming desire to trade in the wife and car for the latest sports model even when there is nothing wrong with ones we have?

Since my mind went on its vacation from sanity
I have had several young girlfriends and gone through piles of cash. Today the only things left are several married exgirlfriends (all friends now) and the memories and scars they left on my soul.
Please leave a comment and let know if and how this process has affected your life and how things turned out.


rm_JuicyJulia2 41F
98 posts
9/15/2005 9:18 am

Sure is hard to find shelter from the storm, when you live and play in the eye of a hurricane....

Aging is something I refuse to do until it does me. Much harder to resist growing older than growing up.

But in my opinion, young boys are fun to use as fuk toys, seasoned men are can offer a woman the world without all the drama and uncertainties of a younger guy still testing his sowing fields and trying to establish a way of self-sufficiency.

Besides, a little birdie once whispered in my ear that you are the most incredible sex she ever had, and while I can only take her word for it, I do notice, she is never too far from your love nest.

Beside that, as one of my favorite people on earth, I know the incredible value of your friendship, your love, your trust, your mind, you willingness to be all accepting to those you let into your world. You will make someone very happy someday, if she is ever lucky enough to find you and keep you close (not TOO close, more like a short leash length, with occassional weekend- release passes for good behavior).

To answer your question, it's not a matter of WHY you can trade them in, it's IF you CAN trade them in... you are making your life into one big litmus test. Once you keep getting the same results, decide if you like the answers you are getting or if you like the testing more.

Good Luck to you always in all your endeavors, and try not to run over little kids in front of large crowds, no points for that one! (tee-hee)


rm_JuicyJulia2 41F
98 posts
9/15/2005 9:20 am

THE SCARS REMIND US, THE PAST IS REAL
Don't tear your heart open just to heal


rm_TwiztedCharm 56M
456 posts
9/16/2005 11:41 am

thanks sweetie i love you too


rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
9/19/2005 10:42 am

The blogs are wonderful, I have learned so much about myself it is amazing. You will too.


rm_JuicyJulia2 41F
98 posts
9/26/2005 4:01 pm

LIBRA 5/26: Ideas you've got, and the people around you are clamoring to hear them. Most of them want to know how they can materially improve their lives, but you know that the concepts you have to share go beyond satisfying material needs. However, it's important to remember that not everyone will be able to grasp the immediate importance of your thoughts, so temper your words and suggestions to suit your audience


rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
9/26/2005 7:55 pm

Twizzle Stick, Thank you for your nice comments. I appreciate it.


rm_TwiztedCharm 56M
456 posts
9/26/2005 7:57 pm

Saint-- Your blog is amasing as I am sure you are also-- I really want to write so others can be entertained by some of the stupid shit that has consumed my life and damn near broke my sprit, i will never let that happen -- thank you for the encouragement


rm_TwiztedCharm 56M
456 posts
9/26/2005 8:00 pm

Julia-- Thank you for living cause iI don't want to think what I would do without you.


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