Changes.... It Has Begun  

rm_TwiztedCharm 56M
231 posts
11/25/2005 9:30 pm

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Changes.... It Has Begun

As much as most people I don't like change. It's not that I fear the unknown but rather the process and uncertainty. I am entering a period of great change in my life and feel the movement of this storm and wonder what KAOS it will bring. This time around though my mood is good and attitude is positive so you never know I may make that right turn, move over cold water and find an end to the hurricane I have been trapped in for so long. My life has been one long storm for what seems like an eternity now. I have grown weary of destroying everything that lies in my path.

I don't know where the currents will take me but at least I find myself ready to go, off on another adventure and hopefully a settling of the dust. Wish me well and luck cause we all know hurricanes are unpredictable and that one word sums up my life well.



rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
11/26/2005 8:07 am

Twizzle, you are a good guy and I know you will be ok and if you need me all you have to do is ask. But are you in the eye of the storm now, or has it passed?


rm_MamCsDawne 46F
218 posts
11/26/2005 9:26 am

lets just hope the storm has passed.. i agree with saintlianna, he is a good guy.. with lots of wit and charm.. so that said, i wish you the best in your adventure whatever it may be.


rm_magnet4u22 49F
18406 posts
11/28/2005 8:40 pm

Sometimes change can be good. I am sure the storm will pass and the sun will be shining. Remember to keep on thinking, my friend, as I will be thinking of you.



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rm_TwiztedCharm 56M
456 posts
12/3/2005 2:52 am

Thanks for putting up with my many moods and checking on me. Somedays when I can't sleep it is good to know I am not alone. My world is being reshaped and the forces doing the shaping are fighting like crazy so I have no idea how it will turn out only that when the shaping is done I'll be the same but in a different place.

Saint..... I'm sorry you had to go thru your pain but it really is better to love and lose than not to love...... YES< I'm in the eye of my storm, calm and trapped but it seems not forgoten. Julia keeps me company and you give reassurance.

Mam..... You can keep putting up those pics since I think your having a great time with the camera, ropes and others...do them for you.

SweetMag...never know where this storm will blow me so be carefull what you wish for..or think of. I am happy to hear that and hope it ends sooner than later. I could definately use some sunshine.


duststormdiva 51F
6854 posts
12/3/2005 11:36 am

Good luck sweety. I was scared when I moved from Ohio to Arizona back in '99, but I certainly don't regret it. The move was positive and helped me grow to be the woman I am now.

DustStormDiva


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