And just when you think...  

rm_TwistedWhore 36F
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5/19/2005 9:55 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

And just when you think...


My financial world may be coming down around my ears, but I am wealthy in friends. For this I will never feel true hopelessness. The past few months have been a whirlwind of activity, seemingly meaningless in certain respects, though as a strange calm pervades my once rattled psyche I am beginning to see the necessity of each and every unique moment and chance encounter. A culmination of sorts, pieces falling into place though a good many remain at my feet, hopes of dreams I once had finally coming to fruition. For some, life comes naturally and with ease. I on the other hand purposely torture myself for negligible offenses, mistakes not even yet in the making, simply because I enjoy this rare feeling of cohesiveness, fleeting though it may be. I dislike balance and monotony, and if my life lacks anything right now it is monotony. For the first time in years I can see past the trivial and focus on life as a whole, rather than a myriad of aspects forced to entertwine chaotically. Ahh, I am for once at quite a loss for words and in some small way, it makes me smile.

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