A night of narcolepsy  

rm_TwistedWhore 36F
134 posts
5/4/2005 4:27 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

A night of narcolepsy

So any of you folks who know me in the "real" world know I am a narcoleptic, for the rest of you, you've just been informed. Yes, I fall asleep at the most inopportune times, and it's completely uncontrollable. During sex, infrequently while driving, on break at work, etc. So tonight I had made plans to visit a friend in San Antonio and see The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy and grab some dinner. 30 minutes into the movie I fall into my regular routine of passing out, and missed much of the movie, although it was pretty good sleep, and what I did see I enjoyed. Well, everything was going fine until my friend requests a blowjob while were stargazing on the side of the road. What I want to do is drive home and hang out with a certain friend who has been vomiting...I am not a monogamous gal, but this guy is just about the only person I've met whom I'd even consider monogamy with. Why, you ask? Because he's intelligent, pisses me off routinely, and is about as honest as people come these days. That being said, I still can't imagine becoming monogamous for many years to come...I'm pretty adament on staying single for the sake of others as I'm too screwed up to even be in a serious relationship. One thing I've determined after meeting numerous men recently is this: nothing is more unattractive than a man that panders to the masses, believes everything without questioning, and agrees with me on every topic broached. So, I had been invited to hang out with him this evening and instead ended up having a lackluster night of agreement in San Antonio. Hmm...what was I thinking? So even being an honest in your face smartass, he's probably one of the best friends I have, even though we havent known each other that long and don't know each other very well. And, it seems I only get quality sleep in his bed...and yes I'm actually referring to sleep, not sex. I've had friends for years that I can't communicate how I really feel about things, but this guy is different. For some reason, there is a comfort level established that makes me able to be truthful, and since I am notorious for keeping secrets, it has been refreshing as hell to be perfectly honest with someone. Well, earlier in the day he said he had missed me...and it sorta threw me. I definitely enjoy hanging out with him, and its a booty call type of situation...but better because there seems to be an element of friendship that I havent experienced with other guys. It's nice to be missed by someone. Here's the deal though...I cannot bring myself to initiate contact with him. I feel as if I'm not reciprocating the correct amount of friendship...and that sucks. I hate feeling as if I'm intruding or smothering someone, and it's stupid. If you happen to be reading this my friend...thank you. I havent had this much respect for someone in awhile, or as much fun doing nothing. It's good to have friends, even if they claim to be selfish bastards preoccupied with their own agenda. And now my sleep deprived heiny must go to bed before I collapse.

69sparrky 55M

5/4/2005 4:49 am

Dear twisted I think you have a good friend here and that is hard to find these days good luck Sparrky

rm_BigDnLady 43M/40F
1140 posts
5/4/2005 5:52 am

You always know u have feelings for someone when they can piss u off on a regular basis, LOL!!!!! Seriously, I wish you luck! I hope things workout well for you!!


wickedclown1951 65M
6 posts
5/5/2005 9:54 am

Its nice to have someone in your life that you can be totally honest with and know that they are being honest with you, you know, the kind of person who will actually tell you your ass looks fat in those jeans. Those kind of friends are very hard to come by...try not to fuck it up.

rm_inkdrop2 31M
2 posts
5/10/2005 7:07 am

Sometimes the truth hurts. I think it's better to hear it from a friend that is close to you than it is to hear it from someone else

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